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Moments for Fri, 27th Jan 2006 : Though 2day was a boring day at work again, but at least manage 2 noe tat i'm going 2 have a short holidays finally =) Taking leave on nxt wed too, cuz i really dreaded working haha. Well 2day i had lots of unexpected things tat were surprising n at the same time filled me wif lots of emotions... Well 1st of all was late 4 work, ended up, didn't bring my favourte cd 2 lend wen 2 listen.. Well but saw her online cuz she nv go sch *grinz* (ponten) so upload my favourite track 4 her in her blog.. Hmm she said a sentence tat really surprises me.. Hmm let tat be a secret 4 us ba haha. Well was quite happy thought.. as both of us should be able 2 noe wat we r thinking...
Well 2nd was my past... she actually online n talked 2 me... Well its been 1 mth.. i won't 4get... on the 27th Dec 2005...we had a big quarrel on the phone, n its over... its her fault n yet she didn't 1 2 admit it.. 27th Jan 2006... Here she is...msg me in msn... n even call me... Thinking of how badly she treated me in the past, n yet... i'm 4ever so soft-hearted tat i still answered her phone n reply her... perhaps tat's my charateristic ba... well anyway... i believe her appearance sure changed..but wat a pity...her char still remains the same... still as worst as the past... But anyway happy tat she's safe n sound.. n happy these days... I can feel tat she's trying 2 patch things up... but between love n future happiness... i hoped 2 get both of cuz... however i loved my past a lot.. however she couldn't provide me future happiness in future...unless seh really changed 4 the better... I'm looking 4 a serious soul mate...i loved her n just a pity tat she isn't the 1...wif her current char...unless she really changed...
Finally after work... sry readers...these few days blog, i took such a long time 2 update, cuz my hse com was a big insane, as i dunno when my bro change the anti-virus n i couldn't access the internet at home 2 update my blog these days... thus the blog was somehow messy n i just have 2 put the main things inside... other minor things... i'll try n place them inside, if i managed 2 recall... 2day's after work, i'm very shocked n troubled... Wen, Br, me, Kw, Cy.. n perhaps some others, but i just couldn't recall... we decide 2 go play pool...supposed 2 meet at doby ghaut mrt after my work at 5.45pm...however... Cy actually wants 2 meet me at chinatown mrt n go doby ghaut 2 meet the rest wif me.... CUz she went wif her cousin 2 buy things.. Well it makes me think of my past, where she used 2 fetch me after work... But i dun wish 2 see this.... i mean dun wish 2 meet Cy there... Well ended up...no choice, along the way, i try 2 ease the tense atmosphere.. in fact, i had read the letter she passed 2 me...Just tat i dunno how 2 reply her... not ready yet...
Finally met wen n Br at doby ghaut mrt... wat a relief... we went 2 mos burger at ps 2 wait 4 the rest of the ppl.... well we had a talk... but Cy was very quiet n sad... i noe wat actually is the reason behind, just tat i choose 2 keep quiet... went feel very bad tat i didn't manage 2 lend the cd 2 wen, so i just let her listen 2 the music... n i try 2 focus my attention 2 wen n Br... Finally every1 turn up n we went 2 parklane... We had a lot of fun... though 1 person spoilted the atmosphere there...n tat's Cy.. yes... the reason is me again... but wat can i do... some things just can't be helped... i just need a small space in my heart, where i can hide inside n be alone 2 sort things out... Well the game just went on.. yet i lost 2 wen...really didn't manage 2 put my heart 2 play cuz of many things in my mind... how i wish peace.... nvm...patience... 2 bad, billard was full so kw dun get a chance 2 play... Well play finish, i think go mac eat n we headed back home ba... rest of the things...couldn't remember....Btw...almost 4get.. i'm going 2 shop 4 last min new yr clothes on New yr eve n my past offered 2 follow me.... ok tat's all 4 this day....

bubbles of sadness.