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Moments for Mon 16th Jan 2006 : Early on a Mon morning, is wat we call Mon Blues.. Cuz i felt so sick n tired of going 2 work once again, after my weekends of enjoyment..Its like after venturing out, u still have 2 return 1 day n back 2 do things tat u really need 2 do...wifout any options 2 choose... same old routine coming back, starting of the week, n waiting 4 yet another weekend 2 come.. Life is getting more or less meaningless as each day passes by... same old boring work.. i reach office late again... Then start 2 update my blog abt my weekend.. Cy said she has a test 4 me during lunchtime..
My lunch routine the same, com company me eat, then Cy sms me a test which i find this kind of test very absurd... the test require an honest ans.. yet the qn isn't tat accurate at all, how 2 gif an honest ans? The qn is wat type of drinks listed do i regard her as. (something like tat cuz the qn is in chi) Thus i tell her tat my ans is dunno or nil cuz the ans i gif must be honest ma =) unless she tells me each drinks refers 2 wat, then i'll be able 2 gif her an honest ans. So she has no choice but 2 gimme n i choose 1, red tea, meaning a friend.
After lunch, tons of boring work again n i was very sleepy.. ever since my past has left me n changed completely, life has really been very lost 4 me.. in such a short 2yrs, i experienced so many things n see so many things, feeling abit old haha.. Finally dragging myself, its time 2 knock off from work.. well my life after work is getting quite boring recently... ever since Ns n company starts school n preparing 4 their Os this yr, they aren't like the holidays tat free already.. i was beginning 2 feel abit lonely.. my only source of support during this type of down times, depressions r getting weaker n weaker... Friends weren't there 4 me soon.. Even kit, who studies in ITE, oso starts sch 2day... wonder how he is, n he'll change in2 a strong or bad person under this type of extreme environment... nobody noes the future.. Wish him all the best..
2nite reach sp, wif only Ns, Cr Duck n kit... The rest all like disappear already, but i understand tat each have their own life 2 lead n studies 4 their future is more impt... Kit is here, but he have 2 go home early liao..even manage 2 get william down 2 join us a while... Ns is feeling a bit sian i guess.. cuz nobody 2 play cards le.. soon, maybe the play cards party will be gone 2.. there's always a change in each n every part of our lifes... its how we r able 2 adapt 2 the changes or not.. those who can't outwin the changes, will suffer like me, cuz i'm a very sentimental n emotional person... who sees things very imptly.. n cherish watever i had... cuz i noe, ntg last... n have a short lifespan...even ur luv ones...
Thus we play arcade, challenge 02, n make kit very headache again wif my billy, athena n yuri... Ns try playing wif me, but oso ganna thrashed by my billy haha. Cr duck 2.. Hmm then 2nite got offically made a new friend.. HIs name is Xiang rong n we play kof 11. this time he oso gimme his contact no, so in future, we can challenge each other skills. he is a gd opponent, cuz i have no full confidence in winning him, but my % is still a bit higher of winning =) Finally, we went 2 foodcourt 2 have our dinner...sit down there like ntg 2 do, very boring, until william come join us n we head 2 mac 2 play cards... play only a short while, have 2 go home liao... haiz..Here's the result anyway..Cr Duck 1st, followed by Wil, Kit, me n biggest loser Ns...
Saw my past's sis finish work at mac... But didn't manage 2 talk 2 her.. She promised 2 help me located my past n settled everything n fully, but end up didn't.. wonder when am i going 2 get back my $... Though times passes by, i still can't 4get my past...always in my heart...missing my past very badly.. N the things we had done... Memories tat i can nv 4get... A person can change completely over a nite, is really very horrifying 2 me.. yet i still miss my past so much...THen i went 2 meet lawrence my neighbour at sem mrt, cuz he helped me last mth by lending me cash 2 buy a new working pants, so i'm returning him the cash..$30..Cr Duck was wif me all the while =) So nice of him.. then on the way home halfway, Cr Duck went separate way from us n i n lawrence went 2 our hse downstairs 2 have a chat... on the way, say augustine another neighbourhood friends... So we 3 of us sat down n talk.. Augustine now works at country manna haah he promised 2 treat us a main course if we come haha. Then we chat abt many stuffs, including the change of my life... lawrence's baby will be 1 mth old this sun, so i was invited 2 his hse... THen its time 2 go home cuz augustine granny was worried 4 a 17 yr old grandson haha.
Reach home, went 2 pack my things tat was very messy during the renovation period.... Didn't realised tat my mum threw away many things which r precious 2 me.. But i managed 2 retrieve some back... maybe some was completely gone... even my sec sch memory, she almost threw it away... omg... i was very heartbroken... cuz my things r being mingled wif... So i spent some time 2 search back my things n precious... Finally, sms Cy cuz she say she got something 2 tell me... end up, she say she wants 2 chat wif me -.-! Chat until 1 am cuz really not gd 2 slp so late as she has sch n i have work nxt morning, so tell her 2 chat nxt time.. gif her some advice...hopefully she really listens n remember by hard...wat a very boring day ... i guess i'll have a change in my life soon, tat is 2 find my Jc n other friends out after work.. cuz in the past, they ask me out but i was not free n was most of the time wif ns n friends... even my past... Thus this time, it's my turn 2 ask them out ba.. n oso my badminton friends.. Going 2 train back my figures, since i'm single n free now =) getting little out of shape lately.. Hmm ok tat's all 4 2day i guess....

bubbles of sadness.