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Name: Hong Qi Xuan
Old Name : Hong Yilun
Nick 2: Justin Hong
Nick 3: Takeshi84
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Birthday: 11th October 1984
Age: 25 yrs old
Blood Type: A+
Email: Yilun_Takeshi@hotmail.com

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Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Moments for Sat, 28th Jan 2006 :
Morning wake up... Prepare 2 meet my past 11am at sp... Ended up no news from her... always no heart, just like the past... Well end up i still have 2 call her 2 confirm whether she's still coming or not, else i go ahead myself... N u guess wat? i really dislike this type of person, whereby, u noe u r already going 2 be late in meeting me... y can't u have the heart 2 contact me n dun make me worry so much, thinking wat happened 2 u? same goes 2 every1 who's going 2 meet me... Well i called her only then she told me tat she have 2 deliver something 2 her aunt on behalf of her mum...then only she come n find me... i was quite pissed of... when we r 2gether, she's always like this...Now we r not, oso like this... how u expect me 2 gif u a chance 2 be back 2gether once again, if u cont 2 be like tat always? If u really wish 2 patch things up? try harder n use ur heart... else i really can't accept u anymore...even though i loved u so much... Cuz we r not married n u gimme lots of problems... wat happens if we r married? I want an everlasting relationship, not a game play... however....Patience i must have...
Well we ended up meeting 1pm plus... wow...11 am, i can wait until 2 hrs plus... anyway used 2 it already... Met her at sp arcade... Well finally saw her after a long time.. wow she claimed tat her appearance changed 2 be more matured... LOL u dun even understand the meaning of maturity in the 1st place... 2 me, ur appearance doesn't looked matured at all...matured actually lies in ur thinking n ur heart, not in terms of appearance... Her hair was coloured... n it looks awful... This time, she puts on heavy make-ups n it makes me recall of her mum n i almost feel disgusted...She has destroyed her pure, innocent, decent swit-looknig image of her in the past... i can't even recognise her now... But anyway she likes can already, cuz currently, i'm in no position 2 say anything... Well we went 2 jazz... n i bought a pants n a white colour short sleeve T-shirt after careful planning of my budget.,.. Nxt, we headed 2 Plaza Sing...
Thru out the journey, everything isn't like the past...feeling of awkwardness... Well nvm... tat ... but was happy 2 see her anyway... Changed our mind, n we went LJS 2 had our lunch.. then we went 2 places of our memories... Finally back on our way home, 4 the reunion dinner... on the train, she wants 2 see my sms...so i let her see... She's jealous of Dawn n CY lol... But wat can i do... she oso gimme see her sms in return... But 2 me now, it doesn't matter anymore who she contacts wif... Well though i feel sad abt the contacts she had wif other guys... Then finally, time is merciless n its time 2 go on our separate ways... Reached home, dinner still not ready, thus i on com...wen saw me online n talk 2 me abt the outing we r going 2 have on mon... But somethings just got 2 worst... Its abt Cy...i think its time i must step out n clarify... i can't wait until i meet her out 2 talk abt it... So i called Cy n rejected her feelings 4 me... in very soft manner as possible...
Well i told her tat i was happy tat i was being loved by some1...better than me loving somebody...However, i couldn't let go of my past...at the moment.. n besides she's young n chances of this feelings is just a crush which may change accordingly 2 a change in her enviroment... Well moreover, i n her really dun understand each other well enough...So y not wait 4 a few more yrs n see how...Tat's all i can remember...Feeling relief after solving this, told wen abt this... n went 4 my reunion dinner... after tat, went msn n chat wif wen, roy, Ns...however thought of updating my blog, too bad internet gimme prob.. Then roy was angry wif Ns bad mouthing Jia Qian (Jq), so he log off... Then Ns suddenly can't use the com so he ask me 2 call him.. Ended up, we talk on phone, then becum conference wif roy, followed by wen coming in.. 2 bad cannot meet out, thus we planned 2moro nite watch movie.. N thus we chat abt many things until i think ard 1am.. While chatting, i was playing wif Dominic Choi, my camp mates minesweeper flags.. haiz long itme nv play n he won me... hmm enjoyable day...


bubbles of sadness.

*11:48 PM .

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