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Name: Hong Qi Xuan
Old Name : Hong Yilun
Nick 2: Justin Hong
Nick 3: Takeshi84
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Birthday: 11th October 1984
Age: 25 yrs old
Blood Type: A+
Email: Yilun_Takeshi@hotmail.com

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Friday, January 27, 2006

Moments for Thurs, 26th Jan 2006 : Well another day of boring work for me... I was late 4 work again...Well after lunch ard almost 3pm, i spoke 2 dawn on the phone... Well 1st time she was so hot-tempered 2ward me.. Well perhaps i pissed her off this time... Well but wat can i do? She say my sms was straight n hurtful, but actually she doesn't noe tat i'm turning a big circle... Well anyway, i does things was always placing others ahead 4 me... Just tat she wasn't able 2 see it wif her heart..cuz such things simply just couldn't be seen wif a naked eye alone... Though everyone r different...but some of Dawn's char...really resembles my past's char...the char which i really dreaded... She wasn't able 2 understand me wif her heart, instead wif her eyes...sometimes, its just the surface we sees, using our eyes alone...without using ur heart, u'll never ever going 2 get a clear pic or understand a person... ah...headache... ulcer in my throat was just nice 2 company me 2 the emotions i'm having now... 2day was the worst day i have ever had... i called many of my friends, yet all were either busy or having a date wif their gfs..ah..gfs...single isn't better? unless i manage 2 find a my soulmates...
Finally pulling myself off from a tiring day's work... Well manage 2 find Terence (monkey) n meet him at doby ghuat..however, becuase he already has a dinner appt, thus i'll be alone at ps waiting 4 him... Well 2nite, i was alone... very lonely the feeling was... Well can't get used 2 having dinner outside alone now... not 2 say lunch in office alone cuz there nobody in the office... Thus i just went 2 ps arcade 2 play while waiting 4 monkey.. Well he will only be meeting me ard 9pm +, thus 4 3 hrs, i'm alone... playing n challenging ppl kof XI, well manage lots of wins though, but my heart ain't happy at all.. Well finally 10pm, terrence call me 2 meet him ard parklane area... Well i was very hungry, so i went 2 buy dinner n walk 2wards parklane while having my dinner...poor me... suddenly feeling very low... Well meet him n we went 2 snookerum 2 play a game of billoard n few rds of pool...Wow...Monkey was an expert...i think he can play against my bro... Wif him, a game of billard didn't take 2 long... thus u should noe how skillful he is... well i lost of cuz...Nxt up, pool...Well i can't recall i lost how many rds, but i only noe i win him once...
After tat, actually i thought of going home, but monkey wants 2 play kof 02 wif me, since so long we nv play le... Well he has shifted away from sem..thus we seldom get 2 see each other very often le... time really flies n change...Thus we played n hmm the joystick wasn't tat gd...so was the button...but wat do u expect from a game which has 1 free credit wif 1 token? Well quite enjoyable..n was surprised tat news abt me n my past travelled real fast... even monkey knew tat i n my past wasn't 2gether anymore... I won't 4get... 27th Dec 2005..the day i was sick... n we had a big quarrel on phone... i couldn't get the love, care n concern from my past's heart, but only words...i have been tolerating this, not 2 say other things, 4 2 yrs +.... everything's gone after tat incident...Well time is merciless, n i had 2 bid monkey farewell, n time was very late...i took a cab home... Something surprising happened...should i call it fate...
I was so surprise abt this Muslim taxi driver... my long journey home was a very fruitful one, cuz i nv expect a taxt driver could teach me 1 factor of the way of life... N looking at me, who's more educated than him, i felt ashamed of myself...However, learning was 4ever, n i listen 2 his teachings.. well nv expect 2 befriend a taxt driver... His teaching was 1, which i thought, i always had in my char...However, i realised tat i'm wrong...The teaching consist of 1 simple word, which its easier 2 say, than done.. n tat's none other than..."patience"... 2 enhance the word... "consistent patience" Well thought i'm a very patient person like wat many of my friends describe me as... who very rarely lost my patience or temper ard... but after hearing his teachings... i dun think i'm a patient person afterall.. Being patient isn't this way...mine was just bottling up, n tolerating...tolerance doesn't mean patience... I told him tat patience had its limit, however, he was against my ideas in a very humble n pleasant way... he told me tat's not patience, being patience doesn't mean u will ever explode... but being patience is being consistent wif managing ur temper... irregardless under watever circumstances...1 must never ever lost ur own coolness... being hot temper doesn't solve anything.. only consistent patience will be able 2 bring calmness n coolness 2 1 self... As long as u mind ur own self discipline, tat's gd enough, not 2 care abt how unreasonable any person treated u... Well i'm not sure whether i explained clearly over here, but... as long as i'm able 2 understand myself is enough =)
Even after i reached my destination, my hse downstair, we were still talking =) n of cuz, we stopped the meter =) Well the charge was 19.50, however, i tell him 2 keep the change, cuz i felt bad tat i kept his time 4 chatting wif me instead of working n earn $..Besides he did teach me something 2 my way of life... N 2 think tat he's even thinking of charging me only $19 4 being making a friend haha.. Well its fate tat i met him n we both wish each other n hopefully, fate will bring us meet again... A meaningful day... tat i'll remembered his teachings 4 life... reached home 1.23am n retired 2 bed...


bubbles of sadness.

*9:37 AM .

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