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Moments for Wed, 25th Jan 2006 : Wat an unexpected thing happened 2day... Well received an sms the moment i wake up... My past actually sms me... Well dunno should be happy or should i be sad... Well... She sms me, wishing me happy Chinese new yr ended wif a =)... I dunno whether is she sms wrongly or its true the sms is meant 4 me... But anyway, i replied her sms, as i always does, wish her back n not 2 4get, its an impt day...actually, 4 both of us... 25th... is the day when we finally get 2 noe each other, after seeing each other 4 ard a yr... counting 2day, we'll have noe each other 4 2 yrs 5 mths... Perhaps i'm the only 1 who's counting the days right from the very start... N i'll always remember this date 4 life... even if its 4gotten by others... well as usual i woke up late n was 11mins late 4 work... work was same... but this time, i n dawn nv sms... until ard 10am plus, she sms me a gd morning....which she usually does, the moment she wakes up... Well i n her, r really worsening i guess.. Well this time her sms was, "gd morning, if i didn't sms u, u won't sms me rite? i think it won't bother u rite?"Something like tat... well wif so much things in my head, i replied her asap...
Finally lunch time n knock off work... Well feeling very boring after work 2..nowadays... Well planned 2 meet Zhiqun, my old badminton friend, out 4 a badminton game, since so long nv play wif him le... i went back sem, go sun plaza play a few rds of kof XI n saw Cr Duck there... Well told him i'm going 2 play badminton, n he wanna join me later, so i went home 2 have dinner 1st... while waiting 4 dinner 2 b ready, i on my com n msn.. Thus bella chat wif me... N we talked abt many things... til dinner is ready i finish my dinner n bid bella farewell... Well its gd 2 keep in touch wif some friends we dun get 2 contact each other often... Knowing tat they r getting along fine, happy 4 them... Thus i went prepare n meet Cr Duck.. B4 going 2 the badminton court opposite sun plaza 2 meet Zhiqun.. Well saw him n his gf waiting 4 us there...was quite envy of him... esp when i look at myself...
Well long time nv play badminton le, but Zhiqun confirm still playing n improved alot... Well this time, i bet i'll lose 2 him in singles... Him i let Cr Duck play wif him 1st as i always need 2 stretch myself n warm up 1st b4 playing...This time stretch my lazy bones, which nv exercise 4 few yrs... Was quite stiff.. Cr Duck was quite gd O.o! but Zhiqun was much more better..Match ended 15 - 2. Cr Duck was thrashed haha..Well nxt up was me...Well expected my skills have degraded by a lot !!!! Haiz used 2 win him... but now, my body was 2 lazy 2 move, no stamina, n my skills r poor.. Zhiqun really improved a lot... admit defeat... Cr Duck's turn again n he lost again haha.. Finally the 2nd match against Zhiqun... the match was closed.. but not a fair game cuz of the wind sometimes n Zhiqun was losing his stamina.. We even had a tie 14 - 14 n deuce... n i manage a close victory of 17 - 16.. close shave... So i vs Cr Duck nxt.. But because i was very tired... i lost 2 him O.o!!!! un believable... Well the lights of the badminton court turn off at 10pm sharp as usual n so we had 2 call it a day... Though lost 2 Zhiqun now... hope 2 had a match wif him some other day... haha he makes my motivation up in badmintion once again... Will train back my skills n win Zhiqun once again..=)
After the game, we bid Zhiqun farewell, then i n Cr Duck went sp mac 2 rest.. thought of resting down n play cards..but nv expect 2 saw samuel n Ivan there... Thus we end up chatting, while Cr Duck was hungry after the game, went 2 buy food 2 eat... Well dunno y we end up talking abt relationship prob... well n my past was mentioned... Cuz samuel n Ivan are oso my past's friends... Well samuel already heard the news of break up 2 our 2 yrs + relationship... Except 4 Ivan... Thus i told her abt everything..n finally they understand... Hmm heard from Samuel tat he saw my past hanging outside wif a same guy... Should be Clarance Ho i guess... 1 yr younger than my past... n my past claim 2 samuel tat they were just merely friends... Well on this very day, the 25th... heard such news from samuel...haha very funny.. or should i be sad... anyway watever my past was doing now, isn't 2 my concern anymore... well play abit of cards... can see tat Ivan's learning ability was very slow... Samuel is ok ok .. Cuz Ivan has no interest in cards ba haha.. After playing halfway, Cr Duck was very tited, thus he left early n Ivan went 2 buy food 2 eat... Thought of going home, but no choice... have 2 keep my word n company her.. I showed magic tricks n play the fortune game wif them til its time 2 left... Send both of them 2 the mrt b4 heading home...
Well Dawn didn't sms me...only a few... something was really wrong here... i know she's angry wif me ba.. But wat 2 do... Sometimes things r just beyond my control... n i was being forced 2 sms her in this way.. Dun wish 2 talk abt wat things actually happened btw us, but all i call say is, under many circumstances, i'll have 2 do things against my wish n treat dawn, wif sms which i'm not saying from my heart.,.. Hope she understand, but i guess she sure wouldn't understand the reason behind me 4 treating her this way....But my intention was actually...4 her very own gd...
B4 i end this...not 2 4get...2day used 2 be me n my past's day... N yet here i am, spending it alone... well things have changed, but my heart isn't... 2 me, things aren't tat easy 2 let go n 4get... but think abt how she treated me, makes me grief... How i wish her char would really changed 4 the better, n our story would have a better ending... haha dream on.. Anyway... tat's how i spend my day... n wonder how she spent this very day... Wif a new guy by her side? haha.. Wonder y my past can have a new guy so fast, n yet i can't make my heart do it... Dun feel like thinking abt it anymore... time 4 a rest...

bubbles of sadness.