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Moments for Fri, 17th Feb 2006 :
Wake up as usual, then meet wen 8am at sp mac...Have breakfast n chat lots of things there...saw sp mac, sally auntie...Finally she knew tat i n my past r not longer 2gether... She oso feels tat my past really cannot think maturely yet...But anyway its over..dun wish 2 mention anymore...Hmm i guess she must have misunderstand me n wen le, but i explained 2 her tat just a friend n she's attached =) until ard 9am + then only we left 4 marsiling mrt n headed 2 thr nearby poly clinic...
Well... expected, late comers wait alot down there...we spent hrs there... waiting... ended up ard almost 1pm then finish n i spent $40 on the clinic -.-! sad so ex.... Then we headed back 2 sp kfc 4 lunch...then go arcade wait 4 Wil, Roy n Jq...After tat, we all headed 2 our usual place, parklane... Well along the journey, expected the worst 2 happen... Br n wen... Haiz... wen's handling quarrel wif her bf, makes me remind very much of my past... Avoid, dun ans or reply br's call n sms... I can fully feel br's feelings...cuz i experience tat...its very painful... Remind of my past, makes me very sad.. Y can't settle things in a mature way..
In my opinion, going out wif guy friend, wen must discuss wif her bf earlier n tell her abt this matter.. Wif trust, br must gif her gf her freedom 2 go out wif any1 of her friend..But wen must be responsible enough 2 let br noe her whereabouts, where actually she can choose not 2...However, she got inform br abt this, so as not 2 make him worried n both must trust each other...From this, i can see there's no trust...tat's bad n both must work hard in this, cuz trust is 1 of the most impt factor in a relationship.. Then now is wen's wrong way of handling this misunderstanding... Sry 4 my words seems hurting, but tat's the fact...wen is avoiding n not settling down 2gether n both must talk nicely...but she choose 2 avoid cuz she's pissed off n scare tat she'll say the wrong thing... BUt i thing, she must be mature enough n dun only think abt her own feelings...At least sms br abt letting her cool down 1st, n think 4 his feelings now, so ask not 2 let him worry y wen dun ans his call or reply his sms...Tat's really not responsible n mature enough in this matter...Reminds of my past... terrible...Hope they won't like tat, but still young...
Nxt, we play pool...Well was oso very sry 4 Dawn... Cuz i noe she cares 4 me...asking me 2 c a doc many times, but i refuse...Make her misunderstand oso tat, i only go see a doc becuz of wen... thinking tat wen has greater influence than her on me.. But seriously, i'm sincerely sry... So then after tat...we went mac 2 eat b4 playing.. play until some time, finally br come n everything resolved...But br's misunderstanding towards me, getting deeper i guess...anyway, he still dun understand the real me..hope he think maturely as he grow up... I'm not this sort of person as wat he think... Well somethings hope he understand...i regard him as a bro 2 =) but i understand he's not 2 my age, thus unable 2 think like me...
PLay half way, many ppl come -.-! all i dunno de..sian... they play like dun 1 2 play like tat...makes me sian 1/2, then wen n br left halfway..then play on n off.. until 11pm, we all headed home... dun wish 2 talk abt such a boring day... feeling drowsy oso after taking medicine, + this type of situation, i'm very sian... though my form was ok ok...almost 4get, chat wif dawn on phone n get 2 hear her voice again, haha...Hmm dawn really cares alot abt me,but Dawn was giving me lots of insecure feelings...C how when everything turns out 2 be how, in future...tat's all readers...reach home tired..slp...

bubbles of sadness.