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Moments for Mon, 6th Feb 2006 :
Mon blues again...-.-! Work after work... When is this going 2 end? I'm going crazy over this type of life... Well if dun work, how 2 survive? haiz...anyway, will be working 4 few more mths b4 i'm quiting... Really have 2 watch my own budget n practice saving $... Hmm boring day indeed.. Well my office com has successfully upgrade 2 pentium 4 haha..Quite fast n i'm able 2 access internet once again... Everything was back 2 normal. except still couldn't install normal Msn...security super high here... Was very surprise arthur 2 call me in msn..He even ask me out 2 have lunch...
Lunch time, he works at farrer park, me chinatown, so we meet at doby ghaut....As usual, very late...i waited 4 him at the arcade in doby ghaut mrt...he was 25 mins late -.-! Then he wants 2 eat Yoshinoya so follow him there..Recommend me a meal, but i dunno how 2 call tat.. But got Jap fried chicken in it...Then was very shocked abt wat art told me abt Jim, Kim, Kia, n Lau eh ba.. I mean my old friends which we used 2 be always 2gether in the past...2 play kof.... Their remarks was totally 2 much n hurtful 2 my pride...Yes true enough, we were very close in the past, but due 2 many changes in their life, 1 after another, they abandoned me,... I felt left out in the grp...Wat's the reason? Its none other than World of Warcraft (WoW).. Yes, because of this $ paying online game, they choose 2 abandon me.. Each time outing, they would only care abt Wow topic n dun even spare a thought 4 me as a friend at all... I feel very boring each time when i sit wif them, n they would just talk Wow as if i'm not ard... Is this call friend or rather do they regard me as their friend in the 1st place?
They complained 2 arthur tat i in the past used 2 call them out when i'm wif my past, 2 tell them abt my pains wif her... And they would always come out...Then now no more wif my past, i abandon them and got new friends, old friends r all gone... Did they ever think abt wat they have done in the 1st place 2 me? Yes i find them i the past, cuz at tat time, they r approachable... Wow hasn't even come in2 their life... Now see them got Wow = no friend, r they still approachable like the past? NO lo..Some more they listen 2 me talk abt my problems, is just happily listening 2 my story 4 entertainment.. All they care is wat? they should noe himself... Dun even respect me at all...Eventually i find it very boring n left out, each time i went out wif them.. Until now, they pushed me nearer 2 my new friends n now they still have the cheek 2 complained abt me... R U PPL BEING FAIR 2 ME AS A FRIEND IN THE 1ST PLACE OR NOT? IF U ALL HAVE THE GUTS 2 TREAT ME THIS WAY AT 1ST, DUN COMPLAIN SO MUCH!!!!Anyway, watever it is, i dun even wish 2 bother... If they approach me back n regard me truly as a friend, i'll welcome them back openly...cuz i believe, there's no point 4 me 2 hate anybody as tat would only made my life miserable.=) Patience!!!!
End up i was late almost 1/2 an hr after lunch =P then back 2 the boring job... Until 6.03 pm i knock off cuz was 3 mins late again.. haha then went 2 ps 2 wait 4 art n reeni as they 1s 2 ask me out 2 play kof... Surprise 2 see Monkey there.. So we played n art started playing kof XI... Hmm we challenged a few rds of kof 02 until 9pm + we went 4 dinner.. Dawn was very upset cuz i didn't had my dinner on time haha.. Sry 4 letting u so worried =) But dun worry so much cuz i can take care of myself, as i'm always so independent =) We had Kfc n Ns called me cuz he 2day cannot stand 1 thing... Erhmm won't disclose so much, but something 2 do wif "AC" haha only ppl who noes wat "AC" will understand wat i'm talking.. Besides he's very worried cuz 2day he made some1 he likes angry haha.. So cute sia Ns... 4get 2 say, Kit 2day oso very cute sia, he asked me 2 write a testi on friendster 4 him, but i ask him 2 write 1st..His testi makes me O.o!!!1 n Impressive at the same time... So i returned him a meaningful 1... Besides 2day was very busy in office, cuz many ppl talking 2 me in web msn (readers think i'm very busy at work?haha) Well after eating, go outside starbucks company my friends drink, chat n they smoke but not me (healthy lifestyle haha). The monkey join us n we chat a while n its time 2 go home..

bubbles of sadness.