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Moments for Sun, 19th Feb 2006 :
Hmm woke up ard 9am, then was infront of my com 4 long hrs 2day...Went starting, update my blogs 4 2 days..Then was thinking of playing dota...End up chatting wif my friends n chat wif Dawn too... Well same old problems arise... and she called me..So i chat wif her on the phone..At the same time, Dominic msg me in msn, 2 play minesweeper flag wif him..Haiz...was busy chatting wif Dawn tat he won me 5-1 -.-! After tat , i played dota wif Dragonboat (warcraft online friend) Didn't concentrate too =P but overall still manage 2 win in the end haha... Well we played a game of new ver n a game of old ver...
And of cuz not 2 4get the "little cutie" who visit my hse 2day *wink* haha she's none other than my eldest sis's baby daughter..Welcum her in2 my blog once again =) borned a day after my b'day *cheese* Wow seeing cute babies n seeing her, really brightens my day very much...She's the most wonderful baby gal tat really cheers me up alot, despite of so many stressful things in my life =) She gifs me hopes n replenish my energy 2 move 4ward...Omg i just love cute babies... Seeing her smile when i carry her n worried when she starts 2 cry..haha.. Well surprisingly, i had my lunch n dinner at home, cuz i really broke my record...I was on phone wif Dawn 4 the whole afternoon, where i actually planned 2 go out in the afternoon... Doesn't matter if i'm alone, cuz i can go out by myself n take a walk or wat =P
Ended up, i stayed at home until almost 9pm then i decided 2 go out... Went 2 sp arcade play kof XI for a while, n noe tat my sec sch bro, Derek was a woodlands civic centre wif her sis n her bf, n a female friend.Thus he asked me 2 join him.well so long nv meet, so i went there wif slippers, trackpants n a t-shirt -.-! Went there n had lots of fun, cuz long time nv sing le...But 2 bad..3 smokers in party world, wif only derek n i non-smoker...unlike K-box, no smoking... had 2 bear wif the smell of cigarattes in there... thought of going home b4 1am cuz promised Dawn tat i'll try 2 get home early, n some more i'm still sick but cuz i received a sudden call...a private no...
I was mentally prepared tat she'll call me sooner or later, cuz she might have read my blog... Yes..None other than my past.. Said many things..But she explained tat my sis n her husband saw the wrong person... But i really dunno who 2 believe... I dun think mrt was so big tat in the same cabin, 2 person can see wrong person? But when she explained, finally she confess tat a guy was going after her, which she didn't even mention it until i put in the blog abt the presence of a guy.. Then only she tell me tat a guy was going after her, but she reject him...Lol i dunno wat 2 say...Besides, she told me she regretted wat she did in the past when we were 2gether... Well...when we were 2gether, did she really cherish... until she lost the ppl who truly care 4 her n she starts 2 regret...Perhaps she really lied 2 me 2 many times tat wat ever she said, i really can't bring myself 2 trust her anymore... I won't trust any1 until i saw it wif my own "eyes" in my heart...
So we chatted until ard 2 am... N i prepared 4 bed, as promised, i sms Dawn so as 2 tell her i reach home safely... So as not 2 let her worry so much..

bubbles of sadness.