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Moments for Thurs, 23th Feb 2006 :
Hmm b4 i start, i would like 2 take this opportunity 2 welcome a very special VIP 2 my blog.. Was very honoured 2 have made a friend who's age, experience in life is much higher than me, 2 visit my blog. Take this opportunity 2 thank u n perhaps 2day my blog will be quite special.. Well 2 carry on as per normal, this morning was oso different from usual, cuz i didn't receive a morning msg like i always do .. Perhaps cuz of ytd's matter of replying her sms very late, tat's y she's quite upset wif me.. Well work was as per normal, except 4 a thing which happened...
Well its abt my ex colleague of mine during the times i'm working after my sec 4 O lvl.. in teachers resource centre.. Well i get 2 noe his family during tat CNY where i n my friend were invited 2 his hse.. He has a daughter Regina.. N at tat time, she requested me 2 be her penpal. We wrote letters but it only lasted a whole as i entered jc n she oso has her own busy study life tat we lost contact... However our contact were on n off..very seldom , i'll pay my excolleague a visit as promise.. Then until now, Regina told me abt having feelings 4 me back then in the past... Well was so surprise but in my point of view, she's still young n i believe she isn't ready 2 be committed in serious relationship... In my point of view, perhaps due 2 my 2 elder sis above me, they only have 1 bf n goes all the way until marriage now... I'm very envy of them tat they found their 1 n only true luv.. n i really hope 2 follow their path.. only have a serious relationship n all the way til the last breathe of ours.. But now.. i think its impossible as i already had 1 relationship tat doesn't turn out 2 be wat i expected... anyway life still have 2 go on n eventually, the rite 1 will show up in future... Thus i somehow, consider rejected her...but at the same time, she earned my admiration as a brave gal, who tells her feelings 2 a guy...whereby even i am unable 2 do it...
Well after work, was very stress thus i went 2 arcade play kof XI 2 relief my stress...Saw some of my friends there, so we challenge our skills n manage 2 win =) After tat, i went home 4 dinner.. watch a bit of tv n use com.. play a bit of dota, but wasn't a gd day cuz lots of leavers in the game n was really on form 2day... Nxt i play minesweeper flags (msn game) wif dominic my campmates, cuz the time was late, so we only had 2 rds... N its a tie... After which i call it a day...Nxt up was something 2 do wif my thoughts n wat actually happened 2day.. Well its regarding this special friend of mine, n i can understand her feelings 4 her daughter.. cuz if i'm a parents like her, i'll oso be like her now haha... In the eyes of parents, childrens are always not growing up.. Well 2 u, i might not be mature in my thinking, maybe perhaps ur lvl of maturity, 2gether wif ur age n exp, are way higher than me...
Hmm perhaps u might think tat my thinking of luv isn't mature enough, so how abt sharing my thoughts wif u, n perhaps 2 let u noe n understand me better.. However this will be a brief 1, as like wat i say, 2 understand a person fully, doesn't only takes 1 day, but takes even as long as many yrs... or maybe won't at all... Thus not 2 say understand a person fully, but at least understand him well enough... So words alone isn't enough, thus wat i state her will only be brief 2 =) Actions speaks louder than words... Well 2 me, True luv isn't tat simple wif the word of luv alone... Its made up of many factors tat combined 2gether 2 form it... In a relationship, trust, commitment, responsiblility, patience, understanding, giving in 4 each other n in fact many other things are a must...But wat lies above all is the heart 2 do all these things... These r the stuffs whereby a naked eye wouldn't be able 2 see it, but u need 2 use ur heart 2 see n feel it.. Thus i always believe in using ur heart 2 do watever things... Well was kind of having lots of thoughts, so perhaps i might seems like talking a foreign language, hard 4 readers 2 understand.. Thus i place my sincere apologies in advance...
With all these of the above, only will the relationship b strong, n be able 2 withstand n overcome all hardships n obstacles tat lies ahead of us.. Thus true luv isn't tat simple 2 find, yet its very important... Now i can be a child in the eyes of the parents, but in time 2 come, i'll have an own family of mine n i noe.. tat managing n maintaining a family, isn't any child's play... Its not very simple n lots of stress... U need 2 plan lots of things... the expenses, the future of the children n many other things.. Wif true luv, these obstacles in life, will be able 2 overcome... Thus everything needs 2 be mentally prepared.. Ok i'll say it briefly 4 this too... So tat's the reason, other than my 2 elder sis, i treated relationships very seriously.. Pardon me if i seems like not talking senses dear readers as i really have lots of thoughts in my mind, but perhaps i'm just not gd in expressing myself n maybe cuz i just dunno how 2 write them out.. Nevertheless, words proof ntg, but actions do... I think i'll have 2 stop here 4 2day as my head seems bursting haha...

bubbles of sadness.