____________['[*Moments Sharing*]']___________

Moments for Thurs, 9th Feb 2006 :
Well days r getting more n more boring each day... The recently colours in my life r beginning 2 fade away once again... Emptyness r returning 2 me... Wonder y.. Boring work, but 2day i reached work on time... N things btw dawn n me was worsening day by day... Problems lies in me n her... though i only got ntg 2 choose from, but she got 2 things 2 choose from -.-! getting more n more tired of these... When will she be able 2 realise tat her thinking isn't on the right way, not logically or rather not matured at all...She always thinks she handle the situation well but actually things shouldn't be handled this way...no matter how hard i explained 2 her, she just wouldn't understand....patience i shall have =) n perhaps times will let her realise herself, but as 4 how many yrs will she take, i wouldn't noe...Anyway, wish her 4 the better..
Well lunch 2day was a clashed btw $30 lunch at restaurant in dunno wat seng siong wi fmy colleagues, n having lunch wif art...Went end up i go meet art 4 lunch at ps... Raining -.-! so bring umbrella n go mrt doby ghaut's arcade 2 find art. He was playing dunno wat samurai showdown game. So watch him play n we headed to ps Bk 2 have lunch... Then chat n company him 2 smoke (watch him smoke) b4 rushing back 2 workplace... Haiz was late like last time, 2:25pm but this time was lucky cuz the rest of my colleagues were not back from lunch =) phew..Then comes boring workload..
Finally after work, not 2 mentioned same old problems wif dawn n i on msn, then 2day go no activities... on the way home in mrt,receive an unexpected phone call from i model company if i'm not wrong... THey r looking 4 my past... I was quite blur initially but later part i get the pic, after they told me wat its actually abt... Well on the 24th Jan, they spotted my past, dunno which location, they want her 2 be in the selection 4 i-model... Thus ask her 2 gimme them her particulars n contacts...ended up my past wrote down my hp no, instead of hers... Well 2 feelings came straight 2 my mind, 1st is either she's not accepting the thing, so used my no...But the most likely feeling, is the 2nd, where she purposely state down my hp no, but put her name, purposely letting me noe tat she was being spotted... 2 agitate me or wat i dunno...
I reached home wif a heavy heart...Dawn n my past... B4 going home, i went 2 sp arcade n play some kof XI... Reach home, have my dinner n online a while until 9pm, i decided 2 go out a while 2 relief my mental stress... Went sp arcade n saw Kit, Ns n Cr Duck... hmm kit n Ns go home, left me n Cr Duck, company him go eat dinner at kfc b4 heading home...Reach home, no energy do anything, so lie a while on bed, then online n kit, Kw chat wif me...Then realise sat they go outing nv call me..-.-! 4get wen this sat might not be free... So must plan activities as i really dun wish 2 the emptyness 2 come again... fsater call roy n haha lucky he agreed 2 go out wi fme 2 watever places i wanna go n sat. haha nice bro.. The rest like going Changi Airport again -.-! lame
Hmm oso heard from him n needa clear some misunderstanding btw a new friend -.-! Solving tat, watch naruto 2 n prepared 4 bed...Boring day, boring life...

bubbles of sadness.