____________['[*Moments Sharing*]']___________

Moments for Wed, 1st feb 2006 :
Wake up early in the morning cuz my past told me 2 company her 2 poly clinic 2 c a doc, but ended up she didn't even call me... Thus expected tat she doesn't even had the heart 2 do so... Waste my time... Until ard 11am + then only she call n say not going c doctor but meet me at 2.30pm... Thus i on my com n do my stuffs...Suddenly ard 1.30pm, she called me n say she cannot come out, as her mum dun let her go out -.-! Real or not, doesn't bother me anymore, cuz from wat i obserev these few days, she isn't sincere at all or got the heart 2 change n come back 2 my side... Thus i dun bother wasting my time or hopes on her....Just let things go naturally n i won't decide 2 do anything this time...everything is on her now... She doesn't cherish, then tat's it...
Saw Kit online, so ask him whether wanna meet out or not, since we long time nv go out solo liao... THus we meet 3pm at sp arcade, same rule, late comers treat 4 dinner... This time, surprisingly i'm not late... Hmm wen sms me in the morning abt things tat need my advice, but up til now, still no reply from her, but anyway, just hope she can look things on a more mature n brighter side, then her days will be more happier =) Then i n kit play kof 02 random... Hmm got win got lose... Then we proceed 2 parklane where we play 3 rds of billards.. Was quite fun, n Kit's 1st time playing.. Well i can see tat my skills had improved a bit.. 3 games lasted 2hrs & 11 mins...Quite fast already... Haha most funny thing was, all these 3 matches, my score was like doubled Kit's de haha... But can see tat kit was trying hard tat's gd..
Well Cy sms me... cuz she got something need 2 clarify wif me... So no choice, talk 2 her on phone, though i'm tired... Wow nv expect, her 3 friends, Dawn, angela n Xinyi, got such a bad remarks on me.. Well but it doesn't really bother me at all.. Cuz wat has all these youngsters noe or made a judgement 2 things where, they only noe superfically? All i noe was they made immature remarks n only look things on the surface.. n listening 2 1 side story... How unfair tat was, but patience is wat i had 2 say =) ignoring those nasty remarks will make ur day happier, n hopefully this eg can set a gd eg 4 wen... =) If u go n bother abt such things n go confront them n c8 an argument, tat'll make urself even more worst, n even more a laughing stock 2 others...not 2 say made urself more unhappier..=) hope u remembered by heart, wen..=)
After tat, online a while, n was surprise a missing person has suddenly appear again... Tat's Dawn Tay...Well she actually email me a letter... telling me her feelings... Well though i was happy, yet things btw i n her aren't smooth... seems like she's still not mature enough 2 understand certain things...Thus wat i have say, couldn't let her understand... Thus got no choice at all... Will try n reply her asap... Well after tat, watch tv a while, Naruto2 n retire 4 bed...2moro work starts... quite boring i noe... no choice...

bubbles of sadness.