____________['[*Moments Sharing*]']___________

Moments for Wed, 8th Feb 2006 :
Overslept n was 7 mins late 4 work -.-! Well really cannot take it anymore.. but must endure 4 few more months b4 everything is over.. Super sleepy day... cuz didn't manage 2 slp well last nite.. Wonder since when, start 2 cough -.-!! 2day can feel tat i'm abt 2 fall sick soon... at 11.45am, when 2 helped out at the preparation 4 CNY celebrations in Sub Court.. Well my task was 2 gif the programme sheet 2 the audience when they enter the auditorium.. -.-! ok nvm..then 1 of my colleague, Kamaliah, was wif me n she suddenly asked me abt my ex, n i let her noe the whole story tat was nv disclosed 2 any1 at work..I'm used 2 keeping everything inside of me le... Very terrible but yet struggling 2 stand up in my heart..
2 busy tat i 4get 2 help 1 of my colleague 2 go up stage 2 receive our badminton team prize.. Got 4th -.-! Nxt up, is 2 Chinese Orchestra Performers...Using Chinese musical instrument 2 play 2 CNY song. OMG, they r super unprofessional... They r real or fake de? Their duet doesn't make sense, out of tune, n both of them r like playing on their own.. The worst performance i have ever heard...Nxt up is a skit performed by staffs in sub Court... They r creative but yet the show was super lame -.-! however they did manage 2 make the audience laugh n be entertained... finally the whole thing end, n the audience are 2 proceed 4 buffet lunch.. My colleagues n i went there, but cuz the queue was super long n they suggest going out 2 eat... since i was alone, so i follow them but i buy lunch back 2 office 2 eat as usual -.-!
Afternoon, oso very boring n fighting hard against sleepyness.. Well at least better than usual, i push myself 2 work =) Then, dawn n me was smsing.. Well when she reached home, she online n chat wif me in msn.. She always say i close my heart away from her, dun 1 2 open up 2 her.. So 2day i oso dunno y, i told her everything in my heart... y recently i'm always like tat, as in, the problems tat arised btw us.. However, feelings tells me, she wasn't mature enough 2 understand haha.. -.-! hopefully i didn't waste my time cuz i seldom open up my heart 2 ppl.. Then finally knock off from work n Ns they all wants 2 go doby ghaut play dota i think, they asked me but i can't, cuz i promised Art 2 come out meet old friends 4 movie at sp... But end up no news from Ns they all...
Reach sp n i was alone... so i went arcade play kof while waiting 4 them..Art n reeni reach sp mac 2 wait 4 me, so i join them n we go food court 2 have our dinner.. Then go rockery buy drinks n company them smoke (repeat myself, i had a healthy lifestyle n HATE smoking) outside coffeebean or starbucks? Well after tat jim was at arcade waiting 4 us.. so they went up 2 find jim n i wait outside the arcade talking on the phone.. THus we went up buy movie ticket. 9.20pm show.. Well fearless again, but i dun mind watching it 2nd time =) cuz last time watch was sitting very front n oso its a great show.. Hmm then we went back arcade play kof a while b4 getting ready 2 the cinema.. Well didn't reply dawn cuz was busy, so i called her awhile only 2 find tat she's unwell.. Ok so ask her take care n suddenly something came 2 my mind, n haiz... my attitude change again..
The show begins, the same show i watched, but wif gd view now... I still had the same feelings like the 1st time i watched it... The ending really was so touching... However this time, i was smsing dawn while watching... Problems n obstacles starts again.. Wonder dawn noes wat actually happens or not... But nvm... suddenly i just stopped sms her, cuz after the show, art purposely bring jim n i 2gether 4 a talk n wat actually happens btw us.. Finally the Wow matter had been resloved, n i made myself cleary tat not becuz of my past tat i broke contact wif them.. During all these times, they still remained in my heart as friends...Well they r just 2 addicted abt Wow liao.. But anyway was so surprise tat art actually say sry 2 me =) well as 4 jim, i'm not sure whether he's sincere or not, cuz i can't read his mind.. But anyway known him 4 so long, noe his pattern more or less..Then art wants us 2 shake hands -.-! i'm actually ok, but i noe jim won't. Then more worst thing is art wants 2 take photo 4 us -.-!! oh my goodness.. Ok nvm being forced 2 take.. Saw Yongren n he's so steady...
After tat, its time 2 go home... I n jim left, but he walked ahead of me...Hmm i dunno where he go, perhaps go 7-11 buy drinks.. I dunno whether he wants me 2 wait 4 him or wat... so can't be stupid standing there, so might as well make a move home... We used 2 go home n walk the same path 2gether... Now really feels very awkward... I wonder wat he's thinking when i left wifout him... But i still waited at the opposite of the road n saw him,. i wave him a goodbye b4 leaving..time was already 11.30 n i received dawn's last sms of gdnite...Felt very bad, but i had 2 be harsh n cold at times... Though in my heart, i dun 1 2 treat her this way...but i'm left wif no choice, since she still can't decide things 4 herself, i helped her instead...anyway, reply her a gdnite sms n reached home online a while n watch naruto until 1am i retire 4 bed...
Something 2 add on...abt roy.. Hmm he seems 2 meet up wif the old problems from the past... Well btw his k n JL again.... Thought i have already wake up his sense already...but yet looks like i need 2 "knock" his head harder... Same old problem n wat we outsiders can do as friends is, only lend a listening ear n gif advice 2 him..At the end of the day, its up 2 him whether wat decision he will make finally so ask won't regret in future.. I always want every1 ard me, 2 think carefully b4 making any decision, so dun go n regret n future when its 2 late...tat's wat i always does...However watever decision roy made, we have no rights 2 disagree but must respect, cuz watever happens in future, its he himself 2 bear the results be it gd or not... All we can do is wish him all the best... However, i believe rite now, studies is the most impt, cuz ur future lies in each n every1 of ur hands... This last para is 4 all my friends, must specify a few names, wen, roy, Ns....etc..

bubbles of sadness.