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Moments for Thurs, 16th Mar 2006 :
Wasn't late 4 work in the morning... Life at work is still the same..Ntg special happens in work 2day.. Thus lets move on 2 life after work.. Well 2day was meeting my usual friends, Roy, wen, br, and Kw..I meet them at dhoby Ghaut mrt station n we move on 2 have our dinner... Well Br suggested having dinner at a place opposite parklane... Wat a "good" recommendation... Its a wanton mee stall, but since i had noodles in the afternoon, i thought of ordering chicken cutlet rice... $3 bucks..when the food comes, i was like O.o?!! this is chicken cutlet? y so different from the pic? I noe pic n real thing is not the same.. But the difference is somehow 2 much le ba.. The chicken doesn't even look like chicken -.-! the green vege taste -.-! i really got ntg 2 say.. Nxt is the ice milo.. Self-made de... guess the price of 1 cup? $1.30!!! Other coffee shop, home made not so ex de lo.. Can imagine how much the earn...Total i end up spending $4.30 over this kind of food at this kind of environment..Nvm ..i tell myself, not going 2 eat there again, as i can get much better food elsewhere wif the same price n comfortable environment...
After eating, we went to pool junction, the comfortable place 2 play. Well we use cards 2 decide who starts 1st... Sequence, Br n Kw, Wen n Roy..i last ..-.-! 1st game was long enough haha.. But 2nd game was a super fast 1 haha. Wen n Roy. Roy starts 1st.. Though its not a foul starts, but the break wasn't much... THus wen hand itchy go n spread the balls even more, but ended up, the black ball went in. Haha so the game ended in 2 move =P Sian was the word the can feel haha.. Roy felt worst n starts blaming wen haha so comical.. Esp when i heard he blame wen joking tat he didn't even get 2 enjoy the game haha...Well waiting time was usually very long..unlike me playing wif my bro, kwen.. Well 1 game ended very fast.. Tat's y i thank wen n Roy 4 their gd cooperation haha. THruout the whole game was such a coincidence tat we get 2 challenge the same opponent twice.. But overall hehe i didn't lose a single match, wen performance was the worst -.-! nv win a single match haha....
Time was 9.30pm wen n br left..So the 3 of us went 2 ps arcade cuz kw say long time nv challenge oour skills 2gether at kof XI le.. TIme was so late n there's no time 2 change tokens at the cashier..Thus i only had 2 tokens in my pocket..So we got only 1 game 2 challenge..Haha Kw was trashed but no heavily trashed by me =P i lost 1 char only haha..He hates my gato..Nxt time we got another chance 2 challenge again =) Well after this, we headed back 2 sem.. Kw's turn 2 leave...Then i n bro got stuffs 2 say...Haiz...I'm very disappointed wif my bro alot.. Things r actually normal de... Then y now become like tat again...It all lies in the heart... I dun wish 2 reveal further.. We went 2 mac eat a bit, n chat... Everything turns out fine until a phone call comes.. Jiasheng called.. Then only i realised tat Roy is under great pressures from his friends ard him in sch... I noe deep inside my bro tat his heart was shaky de.. Plus this type of pressure from friends, how is he able 2 take it.. However sry 4 being harsh.. He can only blame himself 4 not strong in his heart.. He's taking his friends pressure n at the same time stressing himself...If his heart is strong enough, he won't be like this.. I can only understand tat he's still young..N not able 2 handle this kind of thing well... I noe he's feeling terrible..But he should learn 2 noe wat is rite from wrong.
Cherish watever he has n dun think -ve..1 very day he'll noe wat i'm trying 2 tell n advice him.. I can't be in his sch 2 fend off all those pressures from his friends.. Bro this has happens many times already.. U r old enough 2 noe wat u r doing.. This time, as some1 who is old enough 2 c the whole pic 4 u.. I'm going 2 choose 2 sit on the fence le...Rite or wrong, gd or bad, i can see the whole pic.. I'm more observant..If a person truly luvs you, won't cuz u in this kind of state, won't brings you misery n you care alot abt ur feelings de... I'm a person seeking 4 true luv n i'm able 2 see the whole pic clearly.. Thus no matter wat, i won't do anything, but like wat i said from the start... U r the only 1 who has the key in u, 2 make watever decision tat which affects ur future...Life is full of decision making.. U think carefully b4 u make any decision n i hope u won't be 2 harsh again..Think carefully...if u make a mistakes this time again, just like the past, i'll respect ur decision n won't bug u like ur friends, unhappy wif wat u decide n try 2 push n shake ur heart... Tat's not me..This time u make a mistake, i'll grief n be disappointed 4 u.. But u'll have 2 get up urself n learn from ur mistakes...Else u'll nv grow up... Haiz.. remember no regrets in ur life, n think carefully in ur decisions.. i'll nv mention abt this anymore.. Chat wif him until 12am + b4 he takes mrt home..
N oso gif him my "sitting on the fence" advice, on the phone... Every1 has stress.. Looking at all these.. I have lots of thoughts in me.. He's still very young.. I think i won't put my thoughts in here... but going 2 keep it deep inside of my heart...

bubbles of sadness.