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Moments for Tues, 21st Mar 2006 :
2day was my past's b'day, so politle of me to wish her a happy b'day.N she asked me out after her work at 9pm + 4 a while so i'm ok wif it. Well i was on leave 2day 2 settle wif my Uni stuffs..2day was indeed...up n down day.. Well i woke up at 6.15am specially 2 sms some1 2 gif her a surprise when she wakes up n saw my sms b4 she went to sch. After tat, i slp until 10am +, long itme nv had such a gd slp haha. Then had breakfast n use the com. Well Played dota wif kit.. long time nv play le haha. quite fun..Then i went to prepare while waiting 4 my mum 2 buy lunch home...
Come out from bathroom saw a miss call. Well its from dawn's mum. So i return call n thanks her 4 giving me some info in the straits times abt the SMU stuff. Besides tat, she brings me wif a news which i kind of expected it.. Yup this yr is very crucial yr.. No matter how sad i am, or perhaps both of us were, but understanding 2wards each other is a must.. Yes..She's gone so far.. Still got this final hurdle of her sec life tat she needs 2 cross.. Musn't let all the effort gone 2 waste... Yes the times until after her Os will be painful 4 us.. But we need 2 pull thru 2gether.. However i'm already very grateful 2 her mum 4 letting us go outing 2gether...though i wonder when will we both able 2 meet each other again.. Thus we cherish watever times we had very much, but time merciless indeed, nv shall it stop 4 any1..All we can wish is, it slows down a bit 4 us, gifs us more time, or the time is reverse..Haha how naive we were... But tat's all happens in the imaginative world..THus comes back to the realistic world...
After everything, i went 2 meet my friends at sp.Kw, Jq, Jx... Well they company me..so nice of them.. Well after posting some stuffs 2 the uni, its time 2 go dhoby ghaut 2 settle the SMU stuff..Its was raining...lol like a story, make use of the weather 2gether wif my day haha.. Went there only 2 realise tat SMU got so many branches.. Haiz 1st time applying SMU..so troublesome.. If only the application is like NUS or NTU, payment can be made by ATM, i dun need 2 make this trip...then call the office nos only 2 be left wif a voice msg..leave my msg n went 2 play pool instead...Keep waiting 4 the call, end up nv receive a single call -.-! ah.. feeling hungry ard 7pm plus, we headed to parklane 2 have dinner..
Can't finish the food, here comes the game Zhong1 Zi2 Mi4 Ma3.. As usual, i escape. Jx being always the not on type... Play the game unwillingly...Kw n Jq lose a lot haha. Jx sometimes.. After tat, we headed to arcade play a while.. Play bishi bashi, Jq as usual lose..Then the 4 of us play daytona, car racing game.. 1st game i was leading all the while, ended up cuz of Jq, i becum 2nd -.-! 2nd game, i was last all the while,until last few laps, i got back the techinques of turning n finished 1st haha.. After all these, its time 2 headed back.. its 9pm + n we r at mrt heading back 2 sem. Then my past called.. She finished work..2day her location was at bugis.. She wants 2 go back 2 sem wif me n my friends..
I told her tat its inconvenient cuz i'm wif my friends n i'm sparing a thought 4 every1.. later every1 will feel awkward n uncomfortable if she were 2 go back 2 sem wif us.. So i suggest we meet at sem as agreed earlier..its not gd 4 her 2 join us though kw n jx noes her as we were once 2gether.. imagine now we r not 2gether cuz of so many things, n now they saw her again..how would they feel? every1 sure feel awkward de lo.. Then becuz of this, she's so unreasonable tat she flares at me on phone n says she's not meeting anymore.. So i'm ok wif it.. cuz its she the 1 who start all these. N we had a very big quarrel cuz she's just too much.. Those unhappy moments in the past comes back..Angrily she hangs the phone..-.-! as usual.
My friends comfort n console me, but i'm fine. Cuz used to it already. She doesn't deserve anything from me.. N i already regret my decision in the past.. She's still the same n really too much.. I'm letting go n moving on.. but i hate no 1... Well on the train happens something dunno comical or how 2 describe.. a lady n a couple standing in the mrt... Then the lady said the guy touched her.. n staring at each other..then the quarrel very loudly in the mrt.. Then the lady leave at yishun stop n scolded the guy, dare go police station n mentioned abt witness.. Then the guy shouts loudly in the mrt n say "any1 saw me touched her or not? Any witness?" lol his gf of cuz sides him...-.-! touch or not, i nv see..So i won't made any conclusions.. n say neutral to this issue..
After reaching mrt, its 10.15pm.. Cherish watever we can spend, dawn says she can talk on phone so we talk, making sure she was prepared 4 her test.. as usual keep track of the time.. 11pm n the sms 11,30pm thing. N reach home.. At least i done my part waiting a sem. I'm just like this..who ever asked me out, appear or not, i'll do my part n wait.. THen nv shows up, i'll leave.. So as i didn't failed myself or failed anybody.. Done ntg wrong =) After reaching home, haiz..my bro, Jl n Jq's matter... Still lingering down there... bro ah bro... When will u able 2 think carefully n handle this matter well n maturely?So called bro n chat wif him giving him advice n oso call jq 2 gif her the same advice.. 2 bad dun have Jl's no... Well hope they can get over this sufferings soon..afterall they r still young...
Ended my day...THis ups n downs day.. Well add on.. Though sadness is there, to Dawn's mum, there'll definitely be a high level of understanding there 4 everything...Though the time is long n painful, all of us will endure n pulls thru until the very last paper of her Os. =)

bubbles of sadness.