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Moments for Fri, 31th Mar 2006 :
Here i am, updating my blog now.. (Mon, 3rd Apr 06). Feeling very sleepy, thus at my current state of mind, might not be able to think clearly or rmb some things..Well as usual, work but was on time 2day.. This particular week, the main thing i rmb was late from mon to thurs.. 2day i told myself i must really be on time... Besides the main thing abt boring work, 2day something terrible n unpleasant happened btw me n some1 who he really meant alot to me.. Well tat's none rather than my bro, roy... Yes.. y of all is him? We had a very terrible argument, dispute, fight or quarrel or dunno how i should put it... Each words he puts it on the msn, was llike a sharp knife, plunging deep into my heart..Thousand n thousands of them... deeper n deeper... time i wish in my heart to plead him 2 stop, but i didn't...
After work... i was feeling very wounded n my heart was feeling very terrible. (Cont. 5th Apr 06). Well went into my own personal cave in my heart... to cool down... I went sp arcade to play n have fun...Play wif Cr Duck, play kof.. i think lose more than i win... Anyway just to cool down, lose or win nvm.. relief stress only... The rest came... Got Kit, Wil, Cr Duck n my bro roy... Yes.. very upset wif his words, yet i still meet him.. In my mind, actually i thought of not turning up... But go alone to ps to play n heal my wounds... However, as i had promised them,. i show up.. Yes wasn't in my usual self but just trying my best to act a smile n pretend to be happy n heck care look.. wat a gd actor am i. I didn't mention abt anything.. Still got chat wif him, but was only a few sentences...
Deep inside me, i'm not angry wif him, but just very upset as in y did he used those words to hurt me? Very upset tat's all... Long 4given him, but yet he didn't say anything abt being remorseful 4 wat he had said.. But somehow or rather, my mind doesn;t care abt anything as i went to my cave n hide... I didn't reply any of my friends sms at all.. Waiting 4 him to approach me n hoping he say he feel remorseful n sry 4 wat he said... Play cards oso lose... When a person is down, play anything or do anything oso not smooth... Then its time to go...Talk to Dawn on phone 4 a while if i rmb correctly after i come out of my cave after few hrs....

bubbles of sadness.