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Moments for Sun, 2nd Apr 2006 :
Well morning wake up at 8am +.. had 4 hrs of slp.. My friends, kw n company organize play badminton as they have sports carnival n wants me to train them badminton.. However, this organizer, kw, just love to do things last min lol.. When will he ever learn? But can't blame him as this gd friend of mine is still very young.. gif him advice tat this last min thing will not help him survive in the outside society when he grow up.. hope he rmb...I wake up 8am n waited..ended up as expected, every1 must have overslp... Nvm i went to play dota.. played 3 games.. Until 11am, kw finally called n ask how? i say now the sun is up, glaring to play outdoor.. Indoor, he oso nv call up n check if there's any vacancy -.-! thus i say the sports carnival is theirs, not mine.. If they r sincere in training, then the had better do something abt it...
So everything is cancelled n nxt week see how =P So Wil, Cr Duck n me meet up at 2pm + cuz we promised to company Wil to ps to waste $ haha.. He's a student n yet he went to buy a pair of ring worth $70 -.-!without engraving...Now they r only fresh couples n spenting this is way too early.... Cuz afterall they still have been long enough to understand each other well.. Some more they r still young...Nvm.. Then went dhoby ghaut mrt the x-zone let Wil play his favourite basketball game b4 going ps buy his ring.. then find Cr duck waiting at the arcade, hand itchy, so play a while of kof.. Then went down have meals... After tat we headed to parklane lan shop to play dota =)
Cr Duck claims he can win both of us .. He wish to 1 vs me n Wil.. Wil was a beginner in dota.. Nvm.. Cr Duck thinks he's too pro, its time to knock his arrogance down this time.. 1st game.. was a bad start 4 me.. Wil as usual, choose juggernaut my favourite hero.. I randomed ogre magi.. at 1st i thought the skills was same as the past ver so i was happy.. nv expect, my hero was nerf until so weak -.-! very weak indeed... His ulti was severely nerf until like only 20% chance of multi cast...wa..super weak.. Cr Duck ganna toren earthshaker.. at 1st he's so cocky -.-! of cuz ogre magi tis time really becum a support hero.. n i was pawned... his starting gold was lot more than me.. then he bought battle fury n farming was way easier.. but so wat he got very powerful items? i n Wil tag in 1 lane, n Wil mastered items 4 his hero.. His playing style was defensive -.-! Hp must have a lot then he feel secure... But nvm, i help Wil stun Cr Duck, slow Cr Duck n Blood lust Wil's hero 2 make his attack speed fast..2gether we win Cr Duck haha.
Now here comes the 2nd game.. by rite, should be rotating turn to tag wif Wil.. However, Cr Duck's arrogance was not completely shook.. He wants to rematch haha.. this time he randomed Wil's hero.. Juggernaut..Wil dunno how le as he only noes how to use tat hero.. Nvm.. worst i randomed Crystal maiden...Wil's 2nd hero... wif ntg left 4 wil to choose, he random, n ganna witch doctor -.-! lol.. This time, i haressed Cr Duck until he got difficulty in farming.. Though wil is a support hero, we tag n wow Cr Duck had a hard match than his earlier 1.. Victory was expected even though he manage 2 get lots of damaging items.. But ended up still losing haha.. Will was heavily pawned in the 2nd game...haiz.. cr Duck just like to bully the weak..
After tat, was on the way back, but recall Dawn called n say able to meet a short while. Thus i bid my friends farewell n went to ps to look 4 her, even though i'm already at marina bay mrt, preparing to go home..Early morning something happened..At 1st i thought last nite its worht the effort sacrificing some slp n explain to her n had a quality communication wif her, hoping she understands me.. However her sms turns out tat, nope she doesn't understand.. Afternoon everything went well... But i was confused... cuz of the sudden change of her in her sms.. Well yes got chance to meet each other 4 aw hile as her mum allows was great, but hoping she explains herself a little so i can move on from the matter n resume our meeting.. Haven;t had my dinner, thus had salad a kfc.. Ends up her reaction turns out to be a heated argument.. i think is the difference in how we handle things...
Nxt we dragged on very long.. my her mum was worried.. Talked to her mum when we saw her to explain wat happened.. Well the female point of view was mentioned n heard most of the time.. Time after time, yes i agree in fact wifout being told tat we should look things inthe female point of view... sparing a thought 4 others, putting myself in other ppl's shoe is always my char.. however, its not completed... How abt the male's point of view? sparing a thought 4 me, putting themselves in my shoe? Tat must not be neglected too...Well after tat... i went home very tired cuz of not enough slp ytd.. But was talking to dawn's mum on phone.. partly becuz i'm a char tat if there's something need to be solve, it must be clear as soon as possible.. Then after tat, spend time alone n cool down to think abt wat went wrong, wat happen n other things...
Talked until 2am +.. The reason y i'm stressed is because my point of view is not heard...but anyway things will be fine soon.. I'm insecure too cuz of my past experiences when i was growing up.. I'm wat i am now... Very independent on the outside but quite weak on the inside. However future is uncertain, walk a step n a time.. We just dun dare to hurt each other.. Hopefully everything turns out well in the end...

bubbles of sadness.