____________['[*Moments Sharing*]']___________

Moments for Thurs, 1st June 2006 :
Time really flies & now, is the mid year of 2006 le... Human's lifespan is less than 100 or more than tat a little..However, its really very short indeed..Illness will eventually huants our frail body n thus shattered them apart, 2gether wif ageing.. In this short lifespan, wat'll u choose to do? Well some ppl choose to rot, some choose to live meaningfully, some got no choice to choose how to spend their life span, some choose to end this suffering in life, in fact, many other more thoughts tat we can actually think of.. Ah.. humans.. Hmm wat do i actually think? Well, of cuz to fulfill as many wishes i have in life.. Though at this very stage, i still couldn't even fulfill anything yet... Jap course - to speak well in jap n communicate it wif the ppl who noe jap too, & it'll be fun tat the other ppl doesn't noe wat we r talking abt.. We might be talking something bad, but haha nah, not so evil of cuz... Piano is another wish i really wish to master n have 1 b4 my very last breath on earth... A grand snowy white piano.. To able to play n lay my fingers to have a feel on the keys... In actual fact many many things more, but just tat won't share too much here. haha......
Ok back to realistic world again... Erhmm after work, went home n play wif my sis's baby a while, then hav dinner n went down to play badminton.. Oh b4 going home, i went to arcade to meet cr duck n play a while. Went to the badminton court wif duck, nv expect my friend Zhiqun have so many badminton friends now.. The whole nite until 10pm, only managed to play 3 matches n 2 of the matches lost...cuz tag wif cr duck.. My skill really dropped by a lot.. i couldn't perform as skillfully as the past.. Hmm Zhiqun last time played badminton is becuz of me =) n true indeed, his skill is great n even surpass me now.. i no longer have the strength to smack the shuttle cork.. Still tag wif Cr Duck, more worst... Quite demoralising but i nv gif up, cuz besides this feeling, it oso motivates me to train back my skills..
After game, got some problems wif my other friends.. This grp of friends really tested my patience so much.. I have nv seen such a irresponsible ppl... Y did i said so? N it really doesn't pay to be nice to ppl who takes me 4 granted.. Xy n Hy called me many itmes but cuz i was in game, i didn't hear it... Nvm, call back they ask me to buy water.. so shag, carrying many stuffs, they asked me to buy water 4 them 4 the cards.. But look at them, they r still at admiratly n dunno when they'll be back.. So i rejected the offer, n me n Cr Duck went to mac to wait 4 them instead.. After resting a while, we decided to help them buy 1st, thus i sms Xy who's playing, n i go my reply tat Ns, Hy n Xy r playing.. Ok so we went to buy 5 1.5 litres of bottle.. I call back Xy to double confirm, n Xy actually say Ns is not playing.. Wth.. Then like want to play, dun want to play like tat.. Some more make us wait so long.. Y is there everytime last min thing happening in this grp of friends.. Y coouldn't they be more responsible? THis yr 17 liao le still like small kid... Cr Duck more worst.. My hands carrying so many things already n he still choose to take the 2 bottles instead of the 3 bottles de.. I was really mad n really feel tat they r really a disgrace to the man.. Wat is a man of ur word? Always last min changes? Man always complaining here n there? esp Cr Duck.. THis 1 cannot, tat 1 cannot. take 3 bottles cannot, then might as well be a gal, dun be a guy.. Wonder how they r going to survive in the long run...
OK nvm, anyway my anger goes down very fast, cuz i have already seen so many things on llife already.. There's no point making my lilfe miserable by sulking n being angry wif it, where it only hurts myself.. Not worth indeed.. THus when they finally come, i'm ok already.. But this time, i told myself, want me to treat them well, make sure they does back the same thing.. Else i won't show up when they needed my help very much.. i'll disappear n be alone when such things happened.. Cuz its no point throwing temper at them, n quarreling or end up fighting.. i rather leave the group n be wif my own or new grp of friends who really appreciates me.. Anyway the water game was ok.. Ns emerged the biggest loser, wif 32 cups of water, Hy 25 cups, Xy 20 cups, Cr Duck 17 cups n i 13 cups.. Then its time to go home...

bubbles of sadness.