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Memories for 17th March 2007 (Sat) :
Yeah... its weekends... Since when i learnt to say Yeah... when i feel like sighing?.. Haha recall when i told some1 not to sigh too much, n yet in return, the sigh becum a yeah... Haha. Thanks for managing to bring me a short smile, when i feel like sighing so much. I believed tat u might or might read this from my blog.. Anyway i tell myself, u'll read it.. A short happiness in my memories i recall abt this sigh n yeah thingy...

Y am i sighing? i'm asking myself.. Yup life is getting more n more faded.. More routine.. Sometimes its just too heavy for me to moved on.. So is my blog, going to be short n dull to my readers.. Yup no activities, no more creativity, no more innovation from my witty mind.. No more imagination... I have lost all my magics once again.. Life has becum so routined tat i dreaded it very much....

Since ntg to blog, talked abt y i now starts to add and additional space to my para. N leaving it to a certain length in each para.. THis is due to Jbear's suggestion. Dun say i dun response to suggestion from my readers ^^. I noe might not be satisfying.. But there's still room for improvement =) Hmm no pics 4 my readers too. Can't possibly take pic of myself n post it rite? Later every1 puke n sure shoot at me 4 being vain -.-!

Anyway i'm not really gd inside photos, tat's y i'm not always like to have myself in them. Look so ugly -.-! not photogenic.. imagine myself looking silly at a lens infront of me n "cheese" -.-! Ok enough of rubbish n talk abt wat i do today -.-! Act was just filling the front paragraphs for the length only =P kidding la. I have a free flowing mind ^^ Watever comes to my mind in my blog, i'll typed it down =) Poems too. Oops i 4get to keep my promise.

Tat's to put my latest Chi poems i created n interpret the meaning to my dear readers... Ahems masterpieces as meant to be shared.. Ok will do so when i have time.. Thought i mentioned ntg to do? Ok ok routine goes like this.. wake up use com n go audition... Then afternoon go out.. Today sat.. Couldn't find some1 to eat lunch wif me again -.-! end up drag until late afternoon, haha found kia n binglin tat they r at sp.. Heavens on my side =P

Went down to find them.. N we had our lunch.. Hmm 4get some1 called me in the morning. Was quite surprised. But after a while, say need to go toilet later call back. Ended up waiting until so long then only this call arrived.. Lol thought stuck inside toilet, something happened. Wonder u got read this or not? haha. Well to let my readers noe me better, i'm a person who will do as told.. Tat's y i'm quite disappointed wif empty promises by ppl ard me...

reason y? Cuz for instance the above eg.. I was told to wait 4 the call back, but at the same time i won't call back cuz 4 feared tat the person might be busy or thinks tat i'm impatient... Thus i will silently wait until the news came -.-! Ppl will say i'm silly, but tat's me.. Tat's y i said my life seems wasted by all those waiting... However, nope!!! Waiting might seems uncertain, but the feeling of waiting, have different kinds n oso to different ppl...

Anyway back to my own philosophy.. Decision Key, lies in our very own hands... I choose to wait, means there's no room 4 regrets.. (Dun regret i mean). Thus every decision needs to think carefully... THus tat's y............ i wait........ Sometimes waiting can really drives ppl insane.. Felt this of cuz, but not mental breakdown, else i would be in MH le ^^. But its torturing n suffering too... i can understand...

Ok back to where i stopped.. Chatting finish, those 2 supposed to eat together, left me alone -.-! cuz they have finished eating... Wa.. Got company like no company like tat... Nvm after eating, i went to mac to study, cuz binglin went home, kia put him airplane, watch 300 wif lao n jim.. Ahems kia can watch 300 meh? Ssh cannot say..words can kill.. Study saw soon Yong n his gf there too -.-! Wei study or dating? So mushy infront of me haha...

Kidding. until 6.30pm, kw n eggroll rare friends who act asked me out for kof -.-! at sp. Ok played wif them.. Soon Yong sympathy him. Everytime 1 to play, ppl choose char instead of random -.-! i'm oso sick of using the same char too... 1 thing is soon yong's gf is act kw's pri sch friend haha.. small world indeed.. Ok then this part i admit is my fault.. partly is cuz i had late lunch, not feeling hungry. Make eggroll n kw wait 4 me 4 dinner..

Got ppl company eat i dun cherish. No ppl eat wif me then i cry T-T haha. serves me right. 2nd reason is cuz newspaperboy gtg soon, so i company him a short while, then soon yong is back ^^ So play wif him b4 he got no chance to play random =) so act cannot blame me rite? haha see i so gd.. I'm fair to every1 as possible =P Ok dun praise myself, else lots of nasty remarks r aiming at me again...

After eating wif them, back to kof a while, b4 i n newspaperboy went back mac to study.. Ahems its lucky tat i doubt he'll read my blog, thus i said this... Wa..he come to study or talk? talk a while can la... Its like talking to me all the while -.-! Its rude 4 me to ignore him, so i replied him while studying bit by bit...However i must admit some topics r funny haha. He's full of craps.. Finallyhe left n i study till 12am + as usual, reitre for hm..

Nxt day have lessons again n its on weekends -.-! SUN!!!! burned... 10am - 5pm... Well i did mentioned tat my blog will be short n yet now seems self contradictiong rite? Pardon me 4 tat, cuz tat's me.. If given a pen n a paper to write letter, i dunno y i'll keep writing until i filled the whole page wif words. Lol i'm a chatterbox, haha. However, not really when it comes to speaking...

bubbles of sadness.