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Memories for 22th March 2007 (thurs) :
Do i have any more strength to joke, or entertain my readers? i'm afraid not... I could neither smile, nor think, nor have any mood to do anything... And tat's the mood i'm currently having now, while updating my ytd event, which is stated on the title..For wat, i dun wish to talk abt it.. Perhaps just wished to be silent n be left alone.. However, i still have to update my readers, thus pardon me if there's no laughter in my post today....

Well, early in the morning.. rotting at hm... Emails, msn, audition a short while n blogging... Mum's not cooking lunch cuz of busy taking care of baby niece.. My meals are getting irregular recently...Perhaps nxt time i shld visit the NTUC n shop for something n try cooking something. 1st can occupy myself wif things to do, n quite interesting doing something which u seldom do..Just hope i won't mess up the whole kitchen..

Grrr... even now while updating, i dun even have any peace at hm... Where can i act hav my peace? Driving me to a wall? Until my really last breathe WILL I REALLY HAVE PEACE? Y is this world so harsh n cruel? Everywhere i go, everything i do, Anything... Is just shit... Not even a place where ppl always says home is always the warmest place on earth.. Even the warmest place which is supposed to be, isn't even warm to me at all...

I'm really sick of it... Sick of everything... Work is like tat... Family is like tat.. Friends r like tat... Everything in this world now is totally shitty... Yes its not the 1st time already... Y am i still so weak? Shldn't i have get used to it? Each time just gets more n more tougher.. Even time i just felt more n more weaker instead... Family members r supposed to be understanding instead..Supposed to be supportive instead, but WHY? Why? WHY?

4get it....pardon my readers for all these nonsense... i guess i said too much... The bottle in my heart was too bloated i guess... tat's y it explode suddenly...Somethings just were meant to be shared but keep only for myself... So where was i? yes... lunch... i tried looking JBear ard 1pm+ but no valid...he was slping... Thankfully kw msg me.. Since need some fresh air, i go. Kw's going to town to add a cd to his collection...

We meet at sp n he companied for lunch. Grateful for tat.. kof sessions is not wifout for a gd player like him.. After tat, we headed to heeren.. HMV.. kw get his cd...$34+...This kind of $ he act beared to spend... Its his interest, so must respect of cuz... The sky was getting very dark... n it begin to rain, thus going to parklane to play Snooker is impossible.. Thus we headed to marina Square instead..

Though the distances is longer, but its sheltered... we had 2 games.. 1st game was warmed up, thus i won by a little...48 - 41.. Kw was very lucky in the 1st game.. imagine, most of the ball he pocketed was not in the decided pocket... Very lucky -.-! Its a gd thing tat the fouls committed was very little, thus the score was at a healthy level... However in the 2nd rd...an astonishing thing happened.. N kw always have a weakness...

Lack of perserverance n determination... He gif up so easily... Yup my skill shot up.. My accuracy improved gradually, leaving him only pathetic 3 points n i was leading by a lot.. Then he got very Sian n play anyhow.. Committing lots of fouls, until i was quite sian too, thus i fouled few n raised his points... U shld have been there to look at kw's face of "Siansation". Ended up the score was very out of hand -.-! 132 - 30 zzz difference of 102 points....

nxt up, nelson asked us to joined him for kof session at sp.. Ok we went back to find him.. Omg besides nelson, stanley n his friend were oso there. However 1 very bad incident happened... Yes the 2 credit 1 token, was spotted by the staff... No more saving $ le... Thanks to stanley -.-! At the end of the day, no matter how gd i am in those games... Its just a game... Relief stress n neither am i happy tat i win...

Ok time to really study again... Yes i went after tat to study.. Stats... Those hypothesis test r drivng me nuts.. Took me some time to understand but not very...Blame myself... Finally 12am, journey back hm.. Act could have studied more... But cuz besides me were few noisy fellows, when i say noisy, means real noisy... nxt week is the beginning of my new part time job at queensway mrt there..

Meaning i'll have little time to study, i have better try to study more b4 nxt week come. Its a 2 weeks assignment... Hopefully things goes smoothly...

bubbles of sadness.