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Memories for 23th March 2007 (Fri) :
A disasterous day, which i dreaded most...yet i have to type it down... Nevertheless its ok... I still can take it.. Morning over silly issues, have a quarrel wif my mum... Though i just kept silent n mum just explode -.-! Anyway i noe she cares 4 me, but its just tat our plans n thinkings just doesn't clicked at all... Anyway according to studies, Mum leo, son libra, the son lives miserably, like wat my favourite friend n teacher, Ms Chua said.. n its true...Always like this..

On top of tat... Other ppls ard me... Added on to it.. But anyway i'm not selfish to push the blames to the ppl ard me..Blame it on me not able to take it.. Nvm then dun wish to talk abt it.. Well had a very unpleasant thing at email too. Y can't ppl just understand the real kind intention behind it.. Ppl said i'm straight forward,but actually i'm not...Ended up, ppl only manage to see things on the surface, but not using heart to see it..

It applies to everybody ard me.. Lol sometimes, things cannot be seen wif the naked eyes, u need to use the "eyes' in ur heart to actually see (feel) it... Anyway 4get it... ANyway i send my resume to my agency cuz they have a short term assignment for me... But its at queenstown..Aw so far again... but its 2 weeks... Coping wif studies n work -.-! Stressed... Worst thing nxt.. is i have to go to tat pathetic workplace of my, just to get my pay at boon lay..

Y was tat so? becuz from b4 CNY, i actually went on my way to work, only then they called n say the com is down n need not come... I wasted trip, thus i waited after CNy, 4 fear of wasting trip again, i call back.. THen they say not ready yet, call back nxt week.. So week after week, every mon i have been calling tat stupid office... The reply was the same.. Worst, when i was looking 4 tat pathetic person in charge, she was on other line, was told tat she'll call back..

Guess wat? She didn't call back at all... Still need me to call back again... Even such stuffs oso have to wait... Tat's y my whole life seems wasting away just by waiting... Thus until tue, i was told dun need to come le... Wasted so much of my time, where i can search 4 other jobs -.-! So told today to go n collect my pay... Oso like tat.. I scare wasted trip, thus call b4 i go, on line n nv call back again -.-! THus i took a gamble n headed there...

Reached Boon Lay n tried calling again.. FInally managed to reached her... N long distances man... tired n hot... Get the pathetic pay n went back to sem -.-! Finally study at mac, n nite time, kit n nel asked me 4 kof session.. Ok relief stress cuz i had a very bad day today... Had dinner wif them too.. Wa... today's kof was oso not smooth... after dinner n games, thought of going mac study, but instead had a hearty chat wif kit til its time to go hm...

Anyway bad day tat i really have no mood to do anythings.. Hope things wif be fine....Sick...

bubbles of sadness.