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Thoughts tat surfaces in reply to my dearest bro's blog:
Hmm after reading 3 gd posts abt my bro's blog, many things keep appearing in my head.. It was complicated n mixed.. Memories of the past, yet its only recently cuz it happens only at the beginning of tis yr. I was told by bro to judge whether wat he said was right or wrong.. some parts in the post were for me. N i read them wif full attention.. Reading letters or stuffs has always been my favourite. 1 thing commendable is, bro's blog, his english is beautiful, but too much of sadness n agony inside.. Shld balance urself up bro. Try to write some happy stuffs, even when u feel u dun have any, just like me... However just try..

Ok i shall related post by post of my bro's blog. In ur most top blog, i named it post 1. Ur post 1 is full of grudges against our own species but of different sexes.. Hmm different ppl have different point of views ^^ However there's no rite or wrong in every1's judgement. In this post, i shall sit on the fence cuz i'm neutral towards this topic on the post. They r not stupid at all, they r just like us, intelligent species who can think, speak n write etc.. the difference is physically.

I think i notice is the grudges is too strong tat i read u as revengeful.. Chinese sayings, "Yuan1 Yuan1 Xiang1 Bao4 he2 Shi2 Liao3?" U understand my bro?Perhaps u just said it out of anger. Thus i can understand n feel ur present state of mind when u post the blog.. Something bad must have happened. It would be great if u would like to share it wif me, so i can help u calm down n perhaps gif u some small help. Maybe i shall state my personal opinion wif regards to this post 1 of urs^^

Well every1 living in this earth is on equal basis.. be it male or female, rich or poor, gd or evil.. All deserve respect.. However i noe the reality is bias n unfair. Tat's y i mentioned its my own thinking, which does not applies to other's views. As long as i think every1 shld be treat equally, i shall treat them equally, regardless of others who dun share the same point of view. Some times a bad doesn't mean losing the battle often like the drama, nor doesn't mean able to manipulate a woman well.

A gd guy oso the same. Wat i'm trying to imply is, u dun need to choose btw which role to be, most imptly is just be urself. If u lost it, like i do, find urself back. N tat's wat i'm trying to do.. Well who wasn't cheated of luv b4? i felt cheated when i was wif my ex tat time.. Every1's situation is different. Mine was i actually believed her words, words tat hit my soft spot related in the past, n i accepted her.. 4 those who dunno, i shall said briefly. I believed in the power of true luv tat can changed a person 4 the better.

It actually happened to me. I changed totally 4 my 1st love in sec sch, though i didn't be wif her eventually cuz i'm too shy a character i'm haha. I changed doesn't mean i'm very bad in the past ok? I was just playful n not bad habits ^^. Then tis ex of mine, touched my soft spot, after i knew her char wasn't tat gd.. She act wants me to change her 4 the better.. n i felt cheated as in falling into a trap...

However i do not blame her 4 tat.. Cuz it was my decision too.. I had only to blame 4 myself nits too late 4 regrets.. The deepest regrets i ever had.. tat's y its so painful as if the wound was so deep..However, nv be revengeful.. It mades the worst out of humans.. Saw the newspaper abt those rapiest or insane ppl who did to innocent woman who didn;t do anything wrong? Wat the criminal explained was did it out of revenged cuz he was cheated by a woman.. But tat's only 1 woman, but y the harm was imposed on other innocent 1s? Thus never felt revengeful, my gd bro..

2nd post...Yes glad tat u finally understand life on earth. Not many relationship can really last when started at young. Though there is but not many. We always got thru different phases of life due to change in the environment. Only when u stop changing, u become stable than past. N tat's when boring working life starts. The socialise circle becum smaller n restricted. Age forbids u to do so, only then u start to settle down. views n opinion changes upon maturity..

Most ppl tend to choose looks over chars at younger age, but when old, reality steps in, char more impt than looks. Hmm from wat u wrote, seems tat eric is undergoing a hard time now.. SometHing to do wif a gal n i think i noe who... Thought everythign was smooth, wat actually happened? Ok now 4 the major part? N tat's the 3rd post of my bro's blog...Start wif my bro.. Well Oh cuz every1 yearn to find there other halfs as soon as possible....

It has been always a wish from young. WOnder when the rite 1 actually arrives.. Like u my bro, i was oso seeking 4 my soul partner.. In actual fact, waited even longer than u.. The years i could no longer count.. Sometimes, u actually thought tat u had found 1, turns out not to be the rite 1, despite whether u both start or didn't start at all.. It was a pity each time the "rite' person just left away from ur side...

From wat u have wrote to K, seems tat u have slowly matured a little, however, do not be too happy yet, cuz u r always not consistent hehe. Just hope tis mindset stays on. The same goes for yienn.. However wat is urs, will eventually be urs in the future if its really meant to be..leave it to fate my bro.. In few years down the road, even tml, u nv noes, wat might eventually happen. Who noes u might noe the new yienn who becums matured? Who noes u both will be together? Even if doesn't, Both of u might even becum close friends, attending each other's marriage n gif ur best wishes to each other...

Well here my part, which i guess bro would like to hear most...My situation was entirely different thing. Which cannot be matched wif urs.. Yes perhaps some parts might be similiar, but just tat its just different.. Wat i can think was i made the decision myself. The feeling was very natural n magical.. This feelings is like nv b4, since i felt it when i was sec. Different feeling yet strong as ever, it filled me wif life n energy, however its short... Which leaves me breathless n weak eventually...

Yes correctly. Of all the games i can just treat it as a form of entertainment.. However in terms of realtionship, i treat it very seriously... Y? Becuz i dun 1 any ladies out there, be it gd or bad, to be sad or shedded tears becuz of me n my presence.. I dreaded toying ppls feelings, just by entering into a relationship, perhaps out of envy from others, or 4 companionship. True love is wat i only seek for when i speak abt relationship. I would rather not step into a relationship, if either 1 party is not willing to or not ready... Or even have other reasons other than luv... Cuz the outcome would eventually appear in time to come, tat is seperation.. I dun wish to see tat.. However most imptly, back to my own principles.. Life is abt decision making... a wrong move = consequences.. Thus b4 any decision made, do made careful considerations so as not to regret in the future...

Not 4 the major part which u put a conclusion for me which is not true... U were not there thus i dun blame u too.. But i would like to make clear 1 thing.. I have nv expect anything in return from her. N besides i'm not rushing at all.. If i'm rushing, i would have do lots of silly things.. I'm always projecting to her a piece of calmness, though deep inside me, its the opposite. In actual fact, we had quite a no of conversation abt tis topic, but usually ends up unpleasant. Besides Wat i have said have already been said. Apologise? If i rmbed, I did said many times to her tat i'm sry, if my presence really makes her feel so bad, n i shall do wat i ought to do... Anyway besides waiting for the uncertain, the fact cannot be changed... There's ntg else but take a step at a time, n see how the future goes...Meanwhile, just stay at the spot n not move... Hmm dunno how to reply.. But perhaps bro, if u hav any doubts, i can ans u 1 by 1.. Then only u'll fully understand. Cuz its a very long story indeed...

bubbles of sadness.