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Memories for 27th March 2007 (Tue) :
finally i'm back in line wif the day again.. guess was quite busy n too much stuffs to blog, thus i'm behind time by a little. Today i'm having mixed feelings.. Happy the earlier part of the day, but dunno y i becum so moody in the 2nd part.. Well morning was smooth? happy smses n emails tat brightens my day.. Hmm today i changed my routine a bit cuz i promised ppl to be online at nite to play audition -.-!

Besides tat, it was rather surprised to receive sms from my ex-colleague too.. It was a rare friend of mine tat suddenly keep in touch wif me ^^. Ok thus afternoon, i made it a point to go to sp to study. of cuz guilty as ytd didn't study at all.. Well progress was quite slow.. Beside me, ppl r drawing, hmm some of the drawings were very beautiful n it reminds me of my 2nd elder sis, who's really talented in arts.. of cuz i was getting abit artistic too, tat i wrote a eng poem. ^^

ENded up, i received a short story instead =P Erhmm nicely written n creative i shld say.. Ok finally 6.30pm jim asked me out, actually he asked me out ytd to town, but since i promised audition at nite, thus i rejected it.. Well so i company him 4 a short kof session. n nel oso asked me out too. Jim played a while n was annoyed by an sms, thus he left after coming a while.. so i played wif nel.. Seems fate.. ard 7.30pm i helped nel put a token in, ended up it was stuck. thus i complete the game n left hm 4 dinner..

After eating, i online as promised.. Well take some time to blog cuz the time i promised was 9.30pm.. In the meantime, was chatting too. Due to privacy i shall name tis person C. C was a very nice person i have known. Funny n comical, nv fails to make me laugh, but not all the time.. cuz i was quite annoyed wif C at times. Like wat C always teased me.. Saying i will be blabbering in my blog complaining tat, " Tis C ah, always disappear n appear out of sudden de.. Then the sms hor, makes me annoyed" Haha so funny each time C teases me...

Anyway i dunno y.. There's something inside me tat was wracking my mind.. I couldn't explain myself.. Perhaps tat's a thing which bro understands me... Yes i feared falling in luv once again, cuz i feared i'm being hurt.. each time the hurt i received seems doubled.... Hmm i shall not put too obvious in the blog, those who wished to noe it, can try asking me. If lucky i might spilled it out accidentally.. haha..

Well how shld i start it? 1st i shall say, i'm a very emotionally dependent on other ppl ard me.. AS stated in the characteristic of a typical libra. And i'm like tat indeed.. Well C, haha everytime joke wif me too much, tat i really dunno which words C said was true or false.. 4 instance, asked stg, ans is A. Then changed to B -.-! Then as i was thinking through, the ans is A again.. THus becuz of tis issue, i was quite unsure of C's words..

Thus at nite while blogging n chatting. Something actually happened.. Not very gd 4 me to write it here..i dunno y.. perhaps i dunno how to put it.. My mood really flows.. Maybe i shall write a story? ok nvm i just blabber.. readers sure will becum confused over wat i said haha. There was a qn... but i shall not say out tis qn. The ans given to tis qn was no, then yes, then no, then until tat nite, after a few times of testing, the ans seems yes again...I dunno y i minded the ans to the qn so much tat i'm emotionally dependent on the ans..

So I was disturbed by it tat nite -.-! Once again i was disturbed by it.. Cuz i realised something.. but i dunno y.. wat exactly is the truth? It seems rather confused... The ans from No becum a Yes again? Anyway wat's wrong wif me? Yes i received stg last nite.. not going to say out wat i received.. Only nite time who i have in connection wif online will noe wat i received.. Wonder wat's wrong wif me.. Seems so impossible n yet i thought i have sort out my feelings n yet it affects me so much? Hmm how many ppl did i actually talked to online ytd? Its extremely few ppl...

If the ans is yes, then i seems like a bad person.. n oso it seems like it shldn't bother me at all.. However, if the ans is no, then i shld be happy or sad? Wow confusing indeed... Hmm dear readers, sounds like the qn is i'm confessing luv to some1? The ans yes or no? haha tat's not the qn... Anyway stop thinking or cracking ur heads over wat this qn is abt. Like i mentioned u can try asking me wat the qn is, if u r lucky, u can hear it from me..

Well its has got something to do wif ppl i met during tis yr?Its only March.. Tat's very recent rite? haha.. Aw.. its ok just puzzled y am i like tat too.. Anyway couldn't find other ways to pen it here.. Shall stop wat i say.. Becuz of tis, i was quite badly performed in audition.. I couldn't chain at all, n i was feeling a bit depressed.. I shldn't feel tis way.. But has it been so impt to me really? I dunno... Tat's the reason y i shld reorganize wat i actually wanted myself...

Very sry 4 causing the ppl ard me to feel so terrible or uncomfortable becuz of me.. Anyway tat's all 4 today i shall say... To my fellow readers, luck or rather fate, only will i tell u the whole story...But of cuz only to sincere ppl...

bubbles of sadness.