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Memories for 28th March 2007 (Wed) :
Life is getting more colourless n dull... Its still the same since tat very day.... As if it only happens tml.. The truth is so harsh n so is reality... I really dunno how to put it... Wat shld i do? Wat do i expect in myself, n not expecting it on others? I always set high stds against myself, but i dun expect anything from others at all... Wat do i actually want tis time rd? Tis tug of war is really tough... I'm left wif a fatigue body n a weak soul... Seems losted physical strength n no will power left.. My magics... seems disappeared forever, just like some myths in the past..

Sometimes i do agreed wif my bro's blog.. Writing sad stuffs r easier to express.. perhaps tat's y i luv his post, his superb eng... In actual fact, there's a lot which i would like to voice to my dearest blog... Yet my limited vocab forbids me to do so... I felt useless n helpless.. I'm not perfect at all.. its the reality.. Some times truth are really harsh when u found out.. No..all truths r harsh...Blame it on myself.. If i'm given a natural gift, i would rather be a perfect person, but not given tis gift as been too observant to my surrounding... I would rather be ignorant..

Aw...self contradicting... anyway human do.... Life at hm is terrible again.. Tis time stupid bro is into action again.. Thinking tat he's so big in the family tat he can ctrl things in the hse, as well as my life? He's not even my father 4 gdness sake. Even a father will have limits n noe wat he does is rite or wrong. Yes he always feels tat he's rite in everything. he thinks he's so gd. I dun wish to say abt it here wat has happened.. All i noe is i'm annoyed wif Aries ppl. This char in the astrology is the type which i'm annoyed most.

y? They r considered the leader of horoscope n tat makes them so arrogant. So attitude n so bossy n dominating. I have such unpleasant encounters wif such typical Aries tat i'm very pissed off. Worst is i have to live wif 1 at hm.. tat's very bad enough. The rest? yea my ex is 1 typical Aries too. Not finding fault against others, thus i shall not speak further... Urgh... Aries....Thankfully i still managed to use the internet, but will not be as freely perhaps...

I didn't played audition at all, cuz i'm busy blogging ytd morning as i'm behind time. Some more i even feel bad as i'm late in meeting kw.. Sry 4 keeping u waiting cuz, i dun wish to come out n have to go hm again to blog, as i might not have the chance to do so. Hope u understand. Btw some things i'm used to it already, but then suddenly its like changed... Find it weird.. But after knowing the truth, it really hurts alot.. N it'll be selfish of me to hold on...

Sounds familiar? haiz of cuz.. It happened not know ago ba... Oh ppl r sick nowadays... some r even more unhealthy, always sick so often.. so do take care =) Meeting kw, company him play kof n was surprised to see Jbear there too. They had their lunch while i had no appetite to eat.. Skipped lunch then.. After tat chat a while at kfc, n they notice i'm sad abt stg, however, sry didn't tell u guys much.. See how in times to come ba..My bottle in my heart might broke out, then i might voice out...

After tat, went kof again, b4 going mac study.. Aw study a while, go kw's hse... Msn n audition a while.. Then kit n nel asked me out 4 dinner.. Ok sry kit 4 waiting 4 me at kw's hse downstair 4 17mins. N oso Sry nel 4 waiting 4 me at arcade. However nel must be enjoying playing wif Stanley n company haha. Well of cuz got reason la. But won't write it here. Its personal stuff. Rite? =) i can only say at tat point of time, i can't possibly leave just like tat, when consolence is needed...When unhappiness occurs. I cared much abt ppl ard me, more than myself...Tat's me...

In actual fact, upon reading somethings, i was actually very disappointed too.. I dunno y i'm disappointed oso? But i can't show it out, for fear of adding on to the party's agony n trouble or anger or watsoever.. Thus i showed sympathy, care n concern instead. 1 thing i must commend... the keyboard at kw's hse.. I couldn't even get lots of perf, n mostly cool -.-! I mean audition. Wow really pei4 fu2 kw, how he managed to play wif tat keyboard everytime he play audition..

Ok back to meeting kit, we headed to have dinner, but however cuz its too crowded, we headed to meet nel instead.. Stanley was there... Haha again, i shall save his pride as an expert.. Keep saying i'm lucky -.-! but actually at times its not -.-! OK finally off to dinner we go.. After tat, went to mac to have a chatting session.. Wow kit's lame qns nv dies, i'm beginning to appreciate it very much.. aw shall try to recall wat the qns ah. Got alot sia. Will share it wif those who nv heard b4, its really very funny at times..Aw shall ask kit to repeat once again haha.

Newspaperboy was ther ewif us too after his nite classes. haha he can't stand kit's lame qns =P Ok i thing tat's all 4 today...

bubbles of sadness.