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Memories for 29th March 2007 (Thurs) :
Time to blog again.. Wat is luv? The word love, which i'm always seeking for, seems so blurred.. Different ppl have different thoughts towards luv.. Well 4 me, luv can be anything, but i preferred "true" love. However true love isn't just a simple word of luv alone tat form it up.. Its made up of many small impt component n each have their very own meaning...N its really crucial tat wifout 1 of them, any relationship will be easily broken...

Y? Y does relationship so fragile? Becuz all these small components seems like a body of a jigsaw puzzle tat formed up to be a pic. This pic needs 2 to support it, to cherish it, n to handle it wif care.. any side toppled, = pieces falls apart n tat's how relationship turns ugly n hell breaks loose.. So wat r actually the components? I'm not going to rank them in order cuz all were equally impt to me..

They were none other than, trust n faithful, understanding n communication, going thru thick n thin together regardless wat circumstances, learning to accept the fact tat no 1 in this world is perfect, but 2 imperfect person comes together, accept each other's flaws n weaknesses n help each other towards perfection, a target which cannot be achieved yet can do our best. Giving in to 1 another, commitment, love wif care n concern.. etc.. There r more tat can be named..

Wat binds all of them together? It is none other than our hearts... Yes everything all lies in the heart. "sincere" Heart to be exact.. If there's the heart to do it, 1'll do it.. It takes 2 to support, if 1 side uses the heart alone, it would seems heavy... Guess such love really doesn't exist in reality anymore. Only in fairytales n drama will such lov be created.. Thanks to the scriptwriter which i believed must hav realise the reality of harsh world, n put their desired 4 such luv into the stories instead... Perhaps i shld be a scriptwriter too. Its 1 of my interests perhaps..

Aw enough of tis.. Suddenly recalled some1 did said abt some words. "Maybe becum single 4 the rest of the life"... Yes Some1 was so pessimistic abt life.. Guess i might really becum the same... Lol perhaps i shall nv be able to find my very own true luv n becum a bachelor thru out my life time.. Ok Ok back to wat happen on tis day.. As usual morning wake up, it has becum a habit n a routine.. Tat's y if things suddenly changed, have to take time to change back again..

Hmm tis week shld be the last week le. Yup last week morning i'll be emailing. However, blogging wif still be the same.. as usual. After tis week wat'll happened nobody noes.. Future is always so vague n uncertain.. Nv noe wat might happens in the future. Even tml.. Each day, live is born, death occurs.. No1 noes when their time is up, but only noes when they r born. Is tis a blessing in disguise? How would u feel if u noe ur time is near?

Hmm ok drifted away again.. Didn't play audition today cuz i was busy emailing n blogging n chatting on msn wif my bro n kit. Haha kit tell me all the lame jokes he have, shld be qns. Hehe will share it wif ppl who have the fate to have some laughters wif me. Its really so lame n funny, just like the Mr bean movie. =P Really cheers me up a little, making me 4geting abt my downs 4 while. Better than drunking urself, harming ur health rite? =P

Once again tis bro of mine at hm, was like a terror in action again.. using com only 4 a few hrs, n he's like stomping in anger like a huge fat elephant -.-! Tat's very lame.. Let it be, anger only harms his health more. I'm not afraid at all.. Anyway just dun wish to have any conflict wif him, i went to take a nap... Wow the weather was really so nice to slp.. yes its raining.. Rain brings abt memories..

Finally i prepared n went out to study.. Yup at mac again.. Wow afternoon mac is really very noisy... This time worst.. COnstruction drilling was so bad... But anyway just like a monk, only when ur mind is peaceful n calm, u can ignore all the noises ard u. =P OMG i'm really going to be a monk soon -.-! Dinner time... nobody calls me.. Nelson didn't, eating dinner alone again? =( Lucky kit answered the phone n yea he's so gd to company me 4 dinner, erhmm he ate at hm already rite? i 4get.

Not to 4get kof sessions. THus after tat, got Xy, Hy, Nel n Kit to have dinner wif me.. But its very late... ard 9pm + then have our dinner.. Oh dear.. I guess i'm not having regular meals recently... Perhaps tat's the reason y my stomach wasn't feeling very well recently... Sometimes no appetite, dun eat, then dinner time, eat very late -.-! Grr.. lost my sense of management.. Life really sucky these days..

Hmm After tat, we crapped abt many things n tease each other over many topics haha. Ahems, then there's this 2 ladies, slim pretty ones sitting on the table besides us.. Omg Tis nel ah.. Keep teasing me.. Claiming tat 1 of the gal keeps catching a glimpse at me -.-! Dots then i explain to him tat this gal used to work at scent shop in sun plaza level 3, but the shop is no longer there.. Judging, the gal shld be ard my age, or maybe older abit.

Ahems i used to frequent the scent shop, not becuz of tis beautiful lady, but becuz the place feels classed, the embience n all. I loved the scent shop, but too bad its shut down.. The fragrance n the presents there i love it.. Rmb the candle. Not an ordinary 1.. The wax is transparent. so is the glass tat holds the wax.. Inside the transparent wax lies a beautiful red roses..Glowing beautifully despite being submerged in a pool of wax, deprived from oxygen.. Wat does it symbolise? Its attracts me alot, leaving me wif thoughts, but i shall leave it all for my readers to think.

Ok after tat, study a while, leaving nel n kit to chat abt their stupid stuffs maple story -.-! Can't blame them, still small kids haha. Erhmm not tat old la, else i'm like a man hanging ard wif small kids -.-! THey r 5 yrs younger than me =P All neighbour hood friends. Hmm ok time to call it a day. Tis time studied till 12.30am n off to home i go.

bubbles of sadness.