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Memories for 11th April 2007 (Wed) :
Well everything's seems losted in just a single day.. Seems like everything has changed or i have just woke up from a dream, which nv exist.. Yet things happens as though it was ytd.. I dun feel gd at all.. Stories, fairytales always hav scenes tat happy times r always very short..Can ppl just move n go, 4get abt the memories tat happens so easily? Well i dun.. I'm not such a person at all..

Even though things have changed.. I still misses some1 so much.. Wishes i could see some1 again.. Enjoy the times together, sharing the same scenery, breathing the same air, etc.. Those were the days.. Some times things r really so helpless tat there's really ntg can be done.. Ya sometimes we might even wish, tat if we were to met even earlier, things might not end up to be a tragedy like tis now...

Can distances really seperated ppl? do not say physical distances to be far.. Even if the person is living near to u, it seems far too.. All i can say is, it all lies in the heart.. The perseverance n determintaion.. The love 4 each other must really be strong enough, to stay bond together.. It doesn't needs a long time to hav strong feelings 4 each other.. But most imptly is, wat we actually want.. The distance actually wasn't really tat far...

Wat's compared to when a person is seperated completely? Meaning a person is not on tis earth, n the other 1 is still alive, roaming on the earth...Or rather say, a person on the north pole & the other on th south pole.. Yes at times need each other when we were down.. But there r times when though not together, can't see each other, as long as u carry the person in ur heart, carrying the hope tat we'll meet again.. The feeling is sweet.. The more u misses the person, the more sweetest the moment is when the reunion comes..

I believe i do not have to explain wat happens during the reunion.. Anyway as 4 now, just enjoy watever moments in life.. Imagine, wat will u want to spend the time wif ur love ones, when u noe tat ur days on earth r numbered.. Yes such things will only be understood when it actually happens to us.. A sick patient.. knowing there's not much days on earth to spend anymore.. Tat's b a scenario, tat reunion is impossible when the sick patient left the earth.. This broughts abt some point 4 reflections...Cherish watever u have wif the ppl ard u.. Cuz u nv noe in future as it is uncertain...

Anyway today i just basically rot n do ntg.. Use the com.. Today seems a different day or a new day tat i can't adjust.. Though the routine seems as usual, but the feeling is different.. Play audtion wif kw.. I won him 5 - 1.. though the score is 5-3 cuz the last 2 games were companied by mum's nagging by my ear.. followed by some arguments... Then nxt i went out to meet kw, kit, Jbear & Jim 4 kof session..

Yes relieving my stress.. Play wif them... Then nel came.. Stanley came... Kof wif them.. Then when nite falls.. went to have dinner wif kit alone.. sitting there idling.. doing ntg.. seems rotting there.. Then Newspaperboy came to find us.. Then lucky he came to crap n liven up the atmosphere wif his funny face.. However, thruout the day, i misses the moments alot.. But things have changed i believed...

bubbles of sadness.