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Memories for 12th - 15th April 2007 :
12th April 2007 (Thurs) :
Wow.. i realised tat i haven't been blogging 4 quite some time.. Guess my readers have been wondering where i have been to.. Well i was down physically n emotionally.. Rite now, i'm no recovery yet.. Just dun have any mood to do anything.. Can write my story (Chp 4), can post anything.. Even audition i dun hav the mood to play, i haven't been studying either.. My life was like rotting away day by day...

Suppose to go sch today, yet i didn't go.. cuz i overslept.. Instead i went outside trying to study.. Well i guess i couldn't rmb wat actually happens to day.. Guess my memory is failing me...

13th April 2007 (Fri) :
As usual morning supposed to go sch.. But i failed to wake up on time again.. Omg.. However its MeiYing's graduation ceremony today.. Thus no matter wat, i promise her to go sch, thus i drag my lazy body n went to sch...Reached ard 12pm n went to the library to wait 4 the time.. finally she sms me n i meet her at a place outside library.. Wow she's wearing the graduation suit.. Happy 4 her.. Though i felt weird, however wonder when will i be wearing tat too...

She's wif her friends, mum n bro.. I felt out of place as an outsider.. N besides very embarass too.. Took a pic together wf her n i received it, however dunno y i can;t seems to upload it n place it here.. Will try to troubleshoot n post it here nxt time..i really look tired in the pic..Didn't manage to slp well 4 past few nites n i'm feeling sick.. Look weird in tat pic, n i felt bad abt tat.. Ok we did manage to talk awhile b4 she left..

Bad timing too.. It was raining, thus i hav to wait 4 the rain to stop.. as i had lost my umbrella 1 day, thus dun 1 hav wif me.. Thus i went back to library to use com instead.. Well as usual web msn is so lousy.. Finally i leave sch n meet kit n jBear at sp. We play a while of kof b4 going 4 lunch together.. After lunch, its been long since we play some card games together.. yup 3 of us play hearts n some rds of taidi.. Of cuz hearts i'm still the champion ^^

Finally nel is reaching from work place, thus we went back to kof session, b4 going to mac wif nel n kit.. If i'm not wrong, newspaperboy came n join us.. Thus we chat til nite b4 heading home...

14th April 2007 (Sat) :
Its weekend... yet once again, i'm overslp.. Ended up i wat 4 jx at arcade.. Well planning to meet up 4 lunch n study together.. However kit n nel came too.. THey r going to town, so we decided to follow them.. B4 tat, we had lunch at foodcourt.. I'm getting more sicker... Had ban mian there.. memorable food... After tat, we r on the way to sem mrt, but saw newspaperboy, thus he pulled us back 4 kof session.. However, none wants to play wif me..

Ok instead, i company jx play time crisis 3... well did very badly in the 2nd part.. jx lost in the 1st part.. wif little life, i thought i can't complete again.. But nv expect i actually completed it again wif jx ard.. cuz the last time i played was wif Wan... Stg's wrong n i couldn't complete as usual.. Ok dun mention abt it.. Finally we proceed on our journey to town, locatin decided last min by jx to go suntec 4 a walk...

Lonely n heavy my heart felt.. Just wanna go walk ard 4 fresh air.. Reached there, came across tis jigsaw puzzle shop as usual n i went in to have a look.. After tat we proceed to toy-sa-rus, dunno spelled correctly or not.. spent quite some time there, n i came across the board games section n recall tat there r few boardgames which i wanna hav.. risk, game of life etc.. After tat, we headed to the arcade there.. Boring no ppl de... we did visit some shops too..

But most of the time, we were like iding ard.. After tat, they went to eat Carl's junior.. I didn't eat, too exp le.. After eating n chatting there, we proceed back t0 sem.. I was actually very tired by then... Felt like slpng.. Reached sem, we went to mac to talk as usual. I was so hungry so i got a fillet student meal 4 dinner. Thanks to nel ^^. Throat is getting worst.. Finally, its 12 + n its time to go hm again...

reach home, talk top a long time friend of mine which i had known since sec sch.. Well just updating ourselves wif our daily lives...

15th April 2007 (Sun) :
Well today i managed to pull myself up n went to sch.. Yes cuz i felt bad 4 pull a friend of mine 4 2 times lunch in sch.. I was late 4 half an hr.. cuz i slept very late last nite.. reached there, my friend is not here yet, thus must be later than me.. Well the lesson is not productive at all.. N of cuz, i felt slply.. sick + not able to slp 4 nites..luckily there's quite a lot of short breaks in btw.. ok thus i managed to found my friend in the lecture hall.. btw only few students were present..

Well thus i shift n sit beside my friend.. Finally during lunch time, my promise is fulfilled n we had a hearty chat.. Yup usually new friends r like tat.. They r not close to me, thus their impressions of me were totally different, n usually of the -ve side.. Either i'm too quiet, look like gangster etc.. -.-! Doesn't seems like a jc student at all.. Lol.. I'm not surprise by her 1st impression of me either, cuz she's not the 1st person who feels tat way..

Only when friends who were close to me, will manage to find the true me ^^. Not to 4get i'm a very shy person.. N i dun really dressed well to go sch.. Thus after tat we headed back 4 lesson n some students were gone... THus we decided to follow suit n leave during the nxt break.. After tat i went back to sem to meet bro.. Nel came to n he was late cuz of audition... Well i dun play audition nowadays anymore.. dun wish to talk abt it...

Thus i had lunch in sch, so i just companied bro n nel 4 lunch.. After tat had a chat wif them, n bro went off wif a friend, i'm not sure who, his nick is bao yu..Abalone? Lol.. Ok thus me n nel went 4 kof session.. Jess (kusanagi) was there.. Even stanley oso wants to play wif me.. But i wasn't in great form n mood to play.. I was sick.. My voice changed.. However i disn't play long cuz i was chatting wif a friend on phone.. Talking abt wat's happening ard our life n stuffs..

Finally ard 9pm.. My friends were out of game.. I was already starving.. Thus we had dinner together, b4 oging back to kof wif nel a while..Expected performance low.. But on par wif nel.. equal win = lost.. After tat, they went off, i make myself go mac to study.. Well as usual i couldn't.. i was sick n slply.. n i actually closed my eyes there... However, managed to force my eyes open to study til the part i want to stop.. b4 i finally head home..

18th april.. 2 more days n tis very day will come.. Readers will find it normal, but to me its an impt day to me.. ANyway things have changed a lot.. n its sudden.. But its still fresh in my heart... As usual the sms thingy is still there.. I shall not say further abt it...

bubbles of sadness.