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Memories for 16th April 2007 (Mon) :
Seems ntg 4 me to blog lately.. I had a very rotten life.. Not worth blogging.. Anyway supposed to go sch today.. lesson at 1.30 to 5pm.. Ended up didn't go.. Y? partly sick, partly i'm lazy... plain lazy.. I tried to buck up, up i couldn't.. Am i really giving myself up? I'm beginning to feel it very strong.. Life is getting really meaningless n perhaps such a useless person like me, shldn't even exist at all.. I couldn't even handle my matters well enough...

Early part of the day was wasted at hm in front of the com.. It not tat i'm slping when i'm sick, nor even slping cuz i haven't had a gd slp for days.. Yet i'm still sitting infront of the com.. I guess my life is really ruin.. Daily life is like a mess n so disorder... i really hated myself, my life, hated everything of me.. I'm useless freak person.. I shld have bury myself up then.. Rotten life, shld rot underground...

Afternoon, went out to sp, but not sch.. Planned to do self-study instead.. Reached mac, didn;t really managed to study.. not productive at all... slply n seems like falling aslp there.. Wat else? Meet jx to study, but when he comes from sch, he's oso tired.. thus we chat instead.. After tat we have dinner together.. Cuz couldn't wait 4 nel to come back after work, some more he's late.. thus have to stay late to make up 4 the hrs...

After tat, Jx went off.. I went arcade to wait 4 nel n at the same time relief my stress... Reached, of cuz kof sessions.. THen sick of it.. Went to company the nel, xy n hy 4 dinner if i'm not mistaken.. I guess ding Jie n duck were there too.. Then they left n i stay back n try to study agian.. Once again.. Very slow n i guess didn't study much.. My friend Kenny come mac find me, we chat abt old days n army stuffs.. b4 i pack up n call it a day... Rotten life rite?

bubbles of sadness.