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Memories for 5th April 2007 (Thurs) :
When the dawn comes, wat happened ytd, will become a memory too.. Well morning woke up pretty late.. ard 11am.. As usual start using the com.. Hmm was quite surprised some friends chatted wif me =) Arthur, Junnie, yyann. Thus i didn't really blog.. Msn is getting happening once again =) However.. life is still so down. Ppl's dreams of searching their very own true soulmate, its really very difficult..

Wan online n we have a chat on the Msn too.. Something's bad happened to Wan too.. Wan decided to go back to Malaysia... Well heart got heavy of cuz.. Just like any1 u know, r leaving oversea n dunno when they come back.. Well decision lies in very1's hand.. If Wan decides to leave, have to respect Wan's decision no matter how unwilling i am.. Wish Wan all the best.. Besides, i dunno at tis point of time, the internet connection keeps giving me prob..

I did off the com a while in the afternoon n on it again.. THen tis bro of mine came back home.. U shld noe wat my bro is like as mentioned in my previous post.. As usual, the bossy aries n annoying ppl in my hse.. Thinks he's the boss in the hse, thought i used the com 4 freaking long hrs n starts to behave like an elephant, stomping his feet as he move abt, banging hard on the stuffs as though everything's is against him..

Can't stand it, end up chatting on phone wif Wan.. Got lots of things need to tell Wan b4 Wan leave sg.. Ended up heart felt heavily after tat of cuz.. Every1 tat i noe, was precious to me.. My bro roy, jc bro, some1, Wan, etc... Imagine 1 by 1 leaving me.. haiz.. nevertheless, i musn't be sad in front of them.. Else i'll only bring them unhappiness.. Even if they leave, i want them to bring happiness memories together...

Cuz of tis issue, i was surprisingly late meeting a long time jc pal of mine.. he's Jackson.. During my jc time, though we r not really hanging out together most often, however, he's 1 of my very close, true friend.. very sry 4 letting him wait 4 me so long, cuz we r supposed to meet on fri, but last min he can't make it, thus meet tonite 4 dinner instead.. Thus i was late in meeting him.. Felt very bad 4 keeping ppl wait..

Thus after tat, ard 8.30pm i send him off n arranged another longer meeting time wif him, cuz tonite i was actually having other activities.. Thus i meet nel n kit.. Then so many ppl asked me out tat nite.. Thus all went 4 kof session.. dun talk abt it le.. Usually when i was playing kof, it really depends on my mood..My heart was so heavy cuz of Wan's matter tat i guess i lost most of the game.. Though didn't lost much....But no mood to play....

After tat company, kit n nel watch them eat their dinner n we chatted there till 12am n its time to leave... Lol nel met his online friend tonite, must had a wonderful day, but he just simply dun say much, thus i shall asked no further abt it ^^ Overall a very bad day...

bubbles of sadness.