____________['[*Moments Sharing*]']___________

Thoughts :
Hmm am i lost?I guess i'm not..Exams over 4 quite sometimes, yet i seems like lost in my path..in terms of many aspects in life..At times, i really dunno wat am i doing,or wat am i supposed 2 do.. It was like really so complicated tat i could hardly figure out..Wat lies ahead of me, was just like a mist,stretching my hands in front of me,i could see ntg at all...ntg...Emptiness is wat i could mention.. Yes its not the 1st time i ever felt so empty in my heart..numb?shld be getting used to it since its not the 1st time, yet the feeling is of no difference from the 1st..

Job Searching hasn't been successful after few days.. I really dunno which jobs to choose from, or even the jobs tat i wanted wants me in the 1st place..Doing things not from ur wish, can be suffering indeed..Added on, were the pressures given by my family..those frequent nag from my mum, won't i ever had peace until my very last breath? everything seems so complicated..n mixed, tat how i wish my life would be simple n sweet...

At tis lowest point of life...The most impt thing to a typical libra,is love..Yet i have none..Yes..Love to libra is everything..Wifout true love, i would call it, life seems so empty..Pondering abt it,i have really been restricting myself alot..maybe the feeling of getting hurt again is my greatest phobia...After my previous n only relationship.. Though it ended almost 2 yrs ago..Along the journey,i hav encountered few others, but it didn't flows well n ended up wounded again..nope didn't gone in2 any r/s wif any1 of the few, but each time i get a wound, each time the wall in front of me becus sturdier,protecting my wrecked soul..

Perhaps i hav really gone into hiding in my cave..Locked myself up in a place where nobody can found me...I'm back to my past? THe timid me, who dare not love again..Angels which will only appeared in fairytales, savouring the pitiful souls, but will not appeared in reality... Fallen into the deep, lonely world of mine, i sink..Away from harsh reality i shall go.. Until a very day, when i shall managed to climb out again...

bubbles of sadness.