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Memories for 12th June 2007 (Tues) :
Hmm a very boring day indeed..Y do i say so..Well wake up late n use com..Then Ser on mc again..She had gastric otw 2 work, end up turn back hm rest..Well then online wif her on webcam til late afternoon since 11am +..Wow tat's couple of hrs haha..Well got pleasant n unpleasant stuffs happened during webcam..Hmm dun say it out here..Sad stuffs is abt some sweet talking stuffs,happy stuffs is stg blushing haha..

Ser bringing her 2 cute nieces out 4 dinner n walk ard..1 is Bear Bear which i noe her fr audi..Hmm she's very cute n only 11yrs old..Haha always carrying her fav bear at hm..Makes me remind of my childhood.But of cuz not carrying a bear haha..Her other niece very quiet..seldom talk, so not very sure abt her..Then Ser asked me along, but i'm ps abt it..Some more if go means 4 straght days..

hesitating till i felt headche end up i dozed off in bed , didn't turn up..Anyway i shldn't come interrupt their activities..shld let them hav their own times 2gether haha... But felt bad 4 rejecting Ser's invitation indirectly..But its cuz i dun feel well tat i feel aslp on bed.. anyway its worth it in exchg 4 letting them had an enjoyable nite..ard almost 8pm,mum woke me up 2 hav dinner..N i bring out comics 2 exchg 4 more wif ding 2 read..

Well got a lot tis time.haha nice..Then i went 2 arcade 2 play wif kw, kit, jim n newspaperboy 4 a while b4 gg mac 2 sit n talk..Then its time 2 go hm.. Well stg bad happened in the nite..I'm always very observant but i just dun dare 2 think abt it much..yes i fear tat i might found out somethings..tat's y i choose not 2 think so much..Yes..Just try n believe watever was explained 2 me n tat's abt it...

Though thinking abt the timing n stuffs..It always seems misleading..Maybe becuz truth is concealled from me 4 fear of affecting me, after i know it..Tat's y its hidden from me by some other explaination..The intention might be gd or bad..but if the intention is gd,i would rather not being lied n let me feel unhappy abt it, receive sincere concern 4 me being unhappy abt it..Instead of letting me discovering it myself n getting more hurt than the 1st situation said earlier.. Tat's wat i'm feeling troubled last nite..Tat i got so moody n bury myself in the comics til my eyes felt heavy...

bubbles of sadness.