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7th May 2008 Wed 11.02am

Hmm basically jus another normal day.Well I have lunch alone ytd. Well to the basement to have some vegetarian food b4 gg to take a stroll.. I went to OG to shop 4 the clothes which I wanted.. end up after trying out tat shirt which I wanted very much for the correct size,ended up she told me, dun have the size, except the last piece of the display set.. The shirt is too expensive, thus I dun wish to spend 89.90 on a display set.. Disappointed, no fate wif the shirt. Managed to take a pic wif the shirt, but think not very clear as its tough taking a pic at tat angle..

Well painful afternoon b4 I knock off.. went to sun plaza.. the ppl I contacted for kof session, didn't turn up.. kit n jim.. but nel, awie did show up. But there many ppl playing there as well.. got panda, a guy I 4get his name, stanley, danny n his frd.. hmm of cuz panda is oto strong 4 me.. I went to the other machine to play wif the rest using random, since panda doesn't even play random.. hmm well I have a great nite there wif a win by 16.. Hmm of cuz its impossible to achieve this if my opponent is panda, as i'll always be the 1 losing most of the time. Tat's y I seldom play wif him..dun wish to waste lose of $.

after tat, went to have dinner at kfc wif nel.. as usual the food is delicious.. After tat, I complany nel to see a doc.. was thinking of gg to lanshop to find xy, but zz nel drag me to the doc n the queue was super long.. from 10.45 company him waited til 11.15 like tat.. he went in only not more than 5 mins, come out le.. the time is so late, so I dun feel like gg le.. Hmm but so gd.. he didn't go work ytd and get an mc for today.. We headed to sp mac to have a drink n chat, while waiting for Wil to come back sem from work..

Since today wil no sch and nel no work, they have decided to play billard today at doby ghaut after my work.. yup our usual grd, paradiz centre.. We even decided to start a league since loser shall pay 4 the game.. hmm think is last sat, we had a billard marathon and was so dissatisfied wif the results.. wil was so shocking.. usually he lose always n end up out of 9 rds of billard (of cuz there is a break in btw for dinner), nel lost the most, me 2^nd n wil lose the least.. guess the cost? Nel 20+ abit, I 19+, wil only 16+..
Hmm hope to look forward to free billard tonite.. Times chg.. can't win them confidently as they have improve a lot in their skills.. esp nel..

What a life.. wonder when i'll able to lead a meaningful life, not a fake 1, but a real meaningful life indeed.. thinking, pondering, wondering.. think, think, think...future is so uncertain.. under such a circumstances, I really wonder how am I ale to face the uncertainties of the future, when there's no strength at all..sank into the pessimistic dark side, instead of the optimistic bright side..hope 1 day some1 will chg my mindset and lighten my life..

bubbles of sadness.