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Memories for 8th May 2008 Thurs :

Injured Finger.

Hmm my finger really swollen.. can see the differencce in the colours with the rest of my fingers.. Even my frd oso notice tat.. Painful.. Loner is like tat de ba.. I still got myself to care for myself.. “hey finger, sayang.. u ok or not? I'll care for you until it recovers soon..Dun worry.. though it looks bad now..” Hmm tat's the pros n cons of being a single or being in a r/s.. being single, got nobody to spare a tot or cared for.. but at the same time, there'll be nobody to love n care abt me either.. Being in r/s, have some1 who'll care n love for, but on the other hand, if the gf isn't loving, 1sided, self-centered, then it equals to as gd as being single.. haha..

Aching in the heart – Missing lots...

Those memories really can't be recovered le ba..4ever remain in my lost memories.. Its really very hard to let go of some1 whom u love so dearly n deeply... but wat's the point of holding on when the person doesn't truly loves u at all? Such a 1 -sided love, is really very tiring.. Letting go will be a better option.. haha but I think, I dun even have a choice.. cuz I dun even need to let go, its the other person who let go of me.. the 1 being deserted, is usually the most hurt party, worst still is when he's innocent and didn;t do anything wrong.. those memories be it sad or happy, were leave all by the the person staying behind to grief over the lost.. clear up the whole mess.. n tat's painful..Dun think better..though IMH, ILH, but Think of how happy tat person n tat guy tog now, reminds me of the pain she infllicted on me..

Work 1

Hmm 1st time booking a seat.. end up reach ofc late, the seat was occupied by others.. went to approach the person, end up he told me tat I nid to confirm my seats by 9.30am.. Else the booking will be cancelled.. So he jus took my seat away.. Went in search for the drop in seat..lucky got a vacant seat.. so I jus sit there..miss my usual place...

Lunch

Another painful lunch experience wif this frd of mine.. I really wonder how he organize n manage his life.. he needs to run errand at Bras Brasah area, the popular there.. I company him n this is wat I get.. originally we planned to go central shopping mall to have lunch.. he even suggest gg settle his work stuffs n take bus back to central mall then eat..i tell him, since we r taking bus, we might as well eat there..wonder how he thinks.. cuz if take bus to n fro.. its only abt him again.. I go there only waste transport.. might as well we walk to central shopping mall, eat le, he take bus there n come back himself..

Nvm, we go there, he was lost.. end up jus anyhow find a place to eat.. the food still ok ba.. eat a sausage, 2 siew mai, carrot cake and something like lo mai gai thing.. After tat the pain starts.. the weather was so hot n he jus wanna reach the destination, he showed me a short route of his where its anywhere oso can pass n cross.. tat's mad.. I rather walk a different path.. he bring me walk so many yuan1 wang4 lu4 lo.. makes me perspiring n I hate tis feeling..

Reached tat place, worst.. he say 2nd floor.. saw a stairs, a circular 1 n jus dash up.. I looked at his actions n ponder.. saw the way he walk, I'm not stupid to follow him.. I walk under the shelter n found an escalator up..saw him I say him do things nv think b4 he do.. any how lead ppl.. he's really another 1, living in the world of his own de.. I told him if he's gg out by himself its ok.. but now is i'm companying him.. dun do things like solo, leading ppl blindly.. sometimes I can't like walk different directions from him..else its like no difference of gg out alone..said him tat I walk escalator, oso can reach the place easier than him..

His pattern is like, dun care how he reach his target, anyway got path to go up, jus go.. nv use his head to think of a better solution to reach the same target.. Then I talk to hiim, really wonder he gets the rite meaning or not.. cuz we r at 1st floor of popular.. then the things he nid to find is at the top floor... inside got staircase n popular got air-con.. instead of gg up the popular stairs, he went out of popular, took the escalator to the 3rd floor, and climb the stairs up to the max floor as the escalator only until the 3rd floor stop..

Wa..i feel so silly wif him ard.. cuz i'm gg out wif him, I can;t possibly leave him alone.. I reluctantly follow him to take escalator but until I saw him climb stairs, I stop.. I walked inside the 2nd floor of popular n took the stairs up instead.. tat stairs outside is circular n longer n humid.. I saw him I shake head.. he said outside got escalator ma, I tot u wan escalator.. I down there zzz.. he catch the wrong meaning.. speechless.. bad experience..

Work 2

Hmm ntg happen ba..come back jus go back to my drop in desk to sit, of cuz feel tired n slply as usual.. then after some time, I went to find my boss.. surprise to see my usual desk empty, I went back to seat there, cuz the person left ofc le..

Sun Plaza

Well nelson dun feel like gg anywhere, so jus went to sun plaza to mit him.. no movie cuz nel say he tired.. sigh..nvm watching it on fri nite after work haha.. Maybe go play solo snooker wif nel again.. must win more n play more free snooker haha.. means will be travelling to doby ghaut again.. I met him at sun plaza arcade n play kof as usual.. initially I won a lot.. but after tat, I lost a lot.. hmm nv use my main team, kula, billy, athena de.. end up I lost 7 straight rd at the last pt n finaly win him.. but I noe his pattern..win a lot, dun 1 play after losing..

So went to eat sakae sushi for dinner.. Wa.. guess wat? The price increase.. no more 1.90 but 2.29, no more 4.90 but 5+..hmm. But I did enjoyed the dinner.. used to go often wif some1.. I ordered the same food as usual.. xy called n ask wanna go lan, so jus company her go lo.. since didn't go since last sun.. nel actually wanted go hm, but still company us there. B4 gg, me n nel go play 1bucks of kof each while waiting 4 xy to come, b4 gg to take bus..

At Lan

Went there, I decided to try my story mode again.. haha happy sia.. I managed to clear 1 of the db8 le.. 130 dance flower.. get 1st.. took me lots of hard work.. nel n xy play maple.. now still stuck wif db8 get at least 3rd place n x2 perf..the destiny 132 song.. tat 1 hard.. I gif up n go play other mode.. then frds start to online.. played wif fated cuz long itme nv play tog le.. as usual db4..after tat, time to go hm.. so tired.. left lan at ard 1am + like tat.. finally last day of work 4 the week..

bubbles of sadness.