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(26/09/08 - 28/09/08) Friday – Sunday : weekend post.

Part C - (28/09/08) Sunday

At Home

Hmm another boring day.. I woke up ard 2pm n sit in front of the com watching anime n Msn too.. if think lack of slp, so watch a few episodes of “Chobits” n I start feeling feverish n sick.. Probably its becuz the emulator to watch chobits seems spoilt.. so I got fed up wif the continuous stopping of the show.. Hence I find other anime to watch.. Veoh tv is still the best ba..my mum went wif my niece to my eldest sis's hse, cuz my sis gave birth to a new baby boy this time..

it was finally dinner time.. yet wa once again, its at such time, where I felt so helpless again.. ya.. I called almost every1 whom I can find last nite.. ended up nobody can company me 4 dinner.. n i'm almost rot at hm.. The rest all were eating at hm, slping, or dunno doing wat... My hse really got ntg to do.. Stupid com..Stupid bro.. nobody can fixed it for me.. I wanna do so myself.. but I can't cuz I have no $ to buy a new com or rather a laptop..

got so foul mood, talked to ben, who shld be free to company me, but its a pity, he's too far away.. hence I shld have think, I shld be like him, getting used to eating dinner alone, gg to any other places alone.. yea.. cuz when i'm alone, wanna go where oso can.. dun have to consider other ppl..of cuz got pros n cons.. mon – fri..every working days..i have been eating lunch alone everyday.. its kinda very pitiful state.. to the extent I face the wall to eat, listening to music n looking ard wif so many other eyes looking back at me like an alien..

hence I decided.. off I go out by myself..alone..Hmm I can;t think of anywhere, so I decided to go lan shop myself.. b4 that, I went to buy some finger food 4 dinner. OCK, food taste great. Dun wan eat meal cuz sitting alone to eat is so terrible... but sad lunch time at work, got no my fav OCK stall.. So I decided to buy a curry puff, nuggets, prawns, n gyoza.. then bought honey milkshake n headed to lanshop..

Lan shop

hmm so I begin playing audi.. hmm wanna try those new modes.. can't possibly play dota, cuz I think the bnet players really have no teamwork.. hence I played audi instead.. I got the com beside my fav com. V72, as its still working fine..This time I brought my earpiece along.. Hmm long time nv play le, ended up all the messenger items have used up.. but luckily, my takeshi84 account still have 10000acash, last time bought the.. so I spend all of them on the messenger..

However, wasted $, cuz I bought the wrong messenger, 4getting that there is the messenger plus.. nvm.. I used JlNG's account, my 2nd account instead of my main, cuz his outfit was still the best.. of cuz I wasted lots of $ on the clothes.. besides, my skill now so lousy le.. dun use my main better cuz lose le very malu.. hence I played my fav JlNG account. Handsome sia, but too bad I can;t be like him.. Anyway audi world only leh..

Once again, I entered such complicated cyber world to play, this time for leisure only.. Hmm I kip hoping to many rms, playing all sort of games the rm provided.. hmm find that I can;t play those super slow songs, neither can I play those super fast songs.. I oso tried new modes. Called the club dance 2.. haha its so lame n funny leh.. I was like a noobie inside, dun even noe what to do, so I decided to ask ard..

hmm got 1 time, I played wif an amateur or dunno wat lvl which I nv paid attention to.. Anyway the song was swan lake n at tat time, I dunno how they calculated the hearts.. but me n that player astonished the ppl in the rm..cuz we got 110+ hearts each.. We kip sync perf n sync great until our hearts got 100+. They say tat its the 1st time they saw some1 hitting 100+. rare case indeed.. so after tat, I hop rm again..

I think I like the crazy dynamic mode more than the Db4, cuz I can switch to 8k during the freestyle mode.. hmm ok here's something which hit on my heart later in the nite.. This was the thing inside cyber world which I dreaded the most. Well it may mean ntg to anybody, buy to a very particular person like me, its just not my style. Thruout the nite, I paid no attention to anybody except 1 such account holder.. Tenma_Tsukamoto.

1 look I noe is who.. cuz this name I paid special attention to it as it appeared in 1 of my friendster's account, wif such audi pics displayed inside wif her cpl. At 1st I didn;t notice, until this acct actually pm me wif a “.”. Well out of courtesy I replied.. Hmm didn;t expect she managed to find me inside.. yea no doubt I miss her very much, but its a fact tat what damages she has done to me, was far too big 4 me to handle.. If i'm the person, knowing that I have a new cpl, I wouldn't use such kind of acct, to find my ex, knowing that what i'm doing this, is gonna hurt my ex even more.

Apparently, its seems tat i'm not being hurt enough yet. Friendster pics n other stuffs still not enough, so now its time to see the lines inside the Couple registration.. hmm from the date, not married long ago.. Well according to research, leos ppl love themselves more than any1 else n ya of many ppl ard me who are leos, this is something which I witness n agreed wif the research I have found. Hence, they love themselves more until they won;t pay attention to the ppl ard them, be it hurting them or not..Haha something hilarious inside the cyber world in audi. So many couples having many accts and cpl wif many different ppl.. hmm so many kind of such mushy words openly said out, but at the end of the day, its all solely a cyber game in a cyber world.

Nevertheless,I played wif her in some of the rooms.. of cuz club dance 2, well naively see how many such hearts I can get playing wif her, compared wif her cpl. Anyway of cuz its only to the number of hearts in the friendster's pics which I can made reference to.. Hmm in the past, oso nv see her putting our pics inside friendster, but anyway nah.. I can't be wif a person who only noe how to love herself more than another.. The rest of the ppl, were not impt at all.. n this is wat I felt during my r/s..Since when have I “truly” received something genuine from my r/s which “truly” pleases me, n making me feel real impt? Even so, they were short liven..

So I just played on n off wif her ba.. Who can imagine? Playing wif a same person, wif a different account? The feeling was extremely weird.. Moreover this person was some1 who used to be my cpl wif a different acct.. tat's y I said cyber world was such a horrible n complicated place. So I just played n hop freely as n when I like.. But frankly speaking, this club dance 2 mode was really very funny..but really very shameful when its ganna rejected.. The ppl inside were so practical..unless u were playing wif some1 u noe, then of cuz u dun have to fear any1 rejecting u..Hence let me share n describe some interesting thing abt this new mode, Club Dance 2.

Club Dance 2

well start, it seems like driving in a tunnel, then shows the ppl waiting 4 the game to start.. 1 think bad abt this mode was, i'm not allow to chg the camera view n the moving camera, makes my head spin n ache.. especially the starting part.. Starting the guys were dancing 1st while the gers were watching.. Hmm weird.. Then I saw those heart, small hearts, n 1 broken heart.. when I 1st played this game, I dunno wat it means until its my turn to press those hearts..

I notice that if I didn't press that button, the com will automatically press it.. Hmm so playing wif other ppl I dunno, its when the guys turn to start dancing, we notice this 3 kinds of heart the gers shows.. y I say so? Which will describe further.. After the guys dances, comes fm, follow by pressing F1, F2, or F3 u wanna gif your hearts to.. hmm weird thing was, the number of hearts given to the gers, varies.. until then, I still dunno how to determine or calculate the no of hearts given..

ok after that, is the ger's turn to dance, while the guys rate them, n ger's fm n ger passing hearts to the person the want to send.. hmm I noted 1 thing that if any1 miss during the fm move, they are not able to pass the hearts to the gers they wan.. ok after the ger's turn, comes the very malu n funny scene le.. Y malu, cuz if u get rejected, its really very bad looking.. Hence I played humbly..here's how it goes.. Each ger wil come to the front individually, then the guys wil have the choice to press F1 – give a flower to the ger, or f2 means dun give 1 think.. anyway I nv plress F2 so I dunno.. if it comes to the ger I dun gif, I just didn;t press anything..

hmm still rmb y I have to notice the 3 kinds of heart the gers show while i'm dancing? Becuz usually the ger who gives a big heart to u, they will choose u when u press F1, giving the flower to her n she'll most likely accept.. so when its my turn dancing, if there's no big heart during my dance, I won;t press anythign haha.. cuz I seen both guys press F1 n the ger only accept 1 n the guy who was rejected was so malu..Animation showing the guy kneeling on the grd, hitting the floor.. haha..so funny.

The ger oso have malu scene.. stand in front, nobody gif flowers. Haha.. hence this game will not have trouble if u r playing wif ppl u noe.. So as 4 me, solo guy, better play humbly haha.So those who's flowers were received, will pair up as couple... they started playing n sync perf n sync great, their hearts will rise.. Hmm but i'm not sure why there's a big difference in the increase of the hearts.. hmm this game was weird in the calculation of hearts.. but I noe 1 thing after playing several rds wif her.. sync perf will up 3 hearts, while sync great will only up 2 hearts..

Even so, I still dun understand why the hearts btw the guy n the ger were nv close.. I noe it won;t balance due to the starting part, but behind it can get way too low.. There's a time when I played alone. I perf so many times, despite my score being the highest, i'm still positioned last...wa... of cuz its easier to aim great than perf.. So every1 just aim great can le.. but if against cpls who can perf all the time, of cuz perf is still the best.. So in the nite, I only managed to hit 110+ hearts once..

Well 1 thing which hits rite on my head.. she said a word after we win a game.. form hearts.. I was staring in the screen, but I didn;t replied anything.. Well of cuz to us, Form Hearts have our own meaning.. however, in terms of audi, form hearts... yea no doubt forming hearts.. hmm I dun replied cuz she's oso forming hearts wif other guys.. hence its no longer special.. Hmm think tat's abt it ba.. got ntg to post le.. just feeling so upset, that I hop away from room to room..

well finally I received an email which talks abt understanding guys, cuz so many emails abt gers were driven ard.. Hmm of cuz, I think such mails shldn;t be talking abt 1 sided alone.. later I'll post the email inside, stating n sharing my points of views.. of cuz comments are very objective, there's neither rite or wrong.hence nothing argumentative abt this issue.. points of view matches, of cuz can clique. When dun match, just kips quarreling.Well anyway if the ger doesn't belong to me solely, it isn;t any special at all.. Anyway I played till i'm tired n goes back home.. will post some side posts later if got time. Else I shall wait till tomorrow..

“Quote of the Day” - When can I ever find my Juliet who truly loves me n belongs to me n only me? I'm still waiting, to be the Romeo of such existing person in return.. Haha. Patiently I waited.. If the world has really changed until no such person in existence, haha, I shall be a bachelour. Tsk,nobody wants to be a bachelour, but do I have a choice? hehe

bubbles of sadness.