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(04/10/08) Saturday

Ok shall continue this in a new day.. Well so this carried on until its ard 1pm? Wa wil end up winning ben 20 n me 10.. From winning become losing 10.. zz.. Ok we were all very tired.. so we headed back hm.. At sem, I bought some food from ock to eat.. then reach hm, I wash up n I was so tired that I went straight to rest..Hmm I think its ard evening time tat I was woke up by my mum to have my dinner.. so just eat n I went to use my com..

Well well, some1 deleted me from frdster le, Ok, I have got ntg to do wif this person anymore. Maybe such actions can help me move on faster. At least I dun have to kip having the urge to went inside the frdster n get myself hurt over the things which I saw. Let me have a proper r/s, wif a nice decent ger instead. I'll be really happier.. Really? Nah I noe i'm lying.. but time will heal.. yes her frds noes I really love her a lot.. but wat's the point? She herself doesn't even appreciate that n cherish me..No doubt I really love her painfully, but things can't proceed any further at this stage.. I dun wan a self centered r/s, wif some1 who loves only herself.. since actions has been done, I hav 1 lesser things to check n won;t hurt myself le..

Hong Yilun, its time 4 u to move on in search 4 ur rite soul mate.. Dun kip stucking urself over a r/s which won;t blossom.. I'll be rite.. i'll prove myself rite.. A r/s will only blossom when its 2 sided n not so self centered.. I have to find a ger who truly loves me, just like I truly love her.. 1 sided love is really so painful, wif the other party who loves herself/himself tat can hurt the other 1 so much.. patiently i'll find true love which belongs solely to me n her 1 day..

Well so I guess the entire nite, I spend watching anime until ard 11.30pm +, I was so tired that I went to bed again.. ntg much happened on this day.. carry on on Sun..

bubbles of sadness.