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(16/10/08) Thursday

Hmm ytd was great. My boss was on leave.. Thurs and fri.. However, dun really have much time as well, cuz she's still sending me emails from hm.. So got to do all the works for her lo.. Anyway times are bad now, and its hard to find a new job.. i'm still on contract.. I hope by my contract ends on jan 7th, jobs will start to be available.. Can't afford to be slacking at hm.. but when tat happens, i'll be taking any jobs tat's available, until times are better, I can start choosing my jobs again..

well comes to sch, hmm I'm pretty slply in the 1st half of the lesson..Dozed off a few times.. Its so hard to conc wif a tired mind.. luckily the 2nd half of the lesson, I feel a bit refresh..I'm feeling a bit emotional, and have been quite unhappy.. During break time, I spot my yr 1 frd, thomas, who took poa class wif me. He's full time student, hence i'm surprise to see him.. He's got nite classes due to make up lesson due to holidays.. So chat wif him awhile..

After sch,went hm wif him, and chat wif him till Yew Tee mrt n I proceed on from my journey back. I'm grateful for him for companying me when i'm always so lonely.. imagine at work, so many hrs, i'm always alone.. feel so imbalance.. I'm always so independent, but I dun like too much of it, no doubt I like to have my own personal space.. I wish I can have some1 to talk to, some1 to take care of me as well.. Looking for a linking kind of r/s, tc of each other, doing things tog, even if personal space is given, at least, dun 4get the other person. Always try to have news even if not beside each other.

Ok I ought to break off this loner cycle.. 1 day I will. Time to stay positive. Cuz ytd's nite lesson was on stress. Demand over Resources equal stress. What an equation to form. Of cuz the lesson doesn't solely lies in this equation alone. Its more to it n another beneficial lesson. Learn tat most guys are “fight and Flight” in nature, Most females are “tend and befriend”.. However I think I'm more towards the female side. Cuz when problems arises, I prefer to tend to it, rather than flight from it.

“Fight and Flight” means when problems come, u fight n u give up or move away from the the problem when u lose.. Tend and Befriend means when problem comes, u attend to it, and over come the problems...think tat's all I can share for now in my lessons, cuz I can;t rmb much until I really go n study my notes..

bubbles of sadness.