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(19/10/08) Sunday

Its K-lunch time wif S.. Well arranged to mit at 12pm at amk k-box.. What welcomed me was something unpleasant again.. can u imagine something, when u have to travel alone, n walked under the hot sun to meet a person sitting under the shade n taking bus to reach here, only to be greeted wif complains of being hot.. Who's more hotter?walking all the way from amk mrt, under the hot sun.. Dun nid to care abt me its ok, but ended up focus on self abt hotness...

How I wish those self attention can be transferred towards me.. Anyway tat explains y I seems so uncaring at the start.. So just sing lo.. Hmm K lunch getting worst.. the systems wasn't in gd condition n the lunch set was not tastier.. The choice for today, is only hainanese, curry or soya chicken rice.. Coem here to eat chicken rice when we can eat outside.. zz.. So the singing starts.. Actually I planned to sing many duets cuz only person I can sing duet is S.. The rest are all my guys frds..

But due to the unpleasant start, all sing own songs.. Hmm but luckily ytd nv go..So won't sing until so bad.. Anyway I super long nv sing, of cuz I sang quite badly n my throat always give me problems. After singing, we headed for some walked ard, buy tickets, booked pedicure appt n I treat her eat suki for early dinner.. well suki at amk doesn;t really taste gd.. choices are limited.. but their dessert got a lot of variety!Hmm can;t have all the best things in 1 outlet..

So after eating we went back to catch our movie, my 3rd movie in 3 days.. This time was butterfly love.. Liang Zhu.. Hmm I watch this movie cuz I love romance stories, esp the 1 which I catch in the past.. Not becuz of Wu Zhun unfortunately.. well yea the movie was a disappointment to me.. the fighting scenes makes my head spin..n this movie is supposed to be sad b touching.. ended up seems like comedy.. The acting seems a bit fake, but I think its due to the voice I hear ba...

Only the last part I like it.. cuz its a chinese version of Romeo n Juliet.. They both died in the end.. Didn;t touched me like the past, enough me make me teared thru out..Disappointed tat they kip remaking n changing the romance stories from the past until like this.. its creative but it spoilts the original taste.. After movie, we headed for pedicure.. my 2nd time doing it, both brought by S..Hmm another unpleasant things occurred..

I'm not after physical or material stuffs, but i'm after invisible emotional needs.. if I wan any rich stuffs only, I just have to find a rich family, n have them throwing materials stuffs for me n leave me alone after paying watever things or services for me..Tat's y I expect my love 1 not to b this way..Imagine me a guy, gg to something awkward n out of place, i'm being left alone there..only being asked from the opinion of which colour I would recommend to be applied on the toes..

Imagine I was just leaded there, left alone to sit beside, wif nobody to tend to me.. Already out of place le.. n so much things just happened like tat, n flipping on the different colours of toe nails is all i'm observing.. logically the ppl will not be thinking tat a guy will be coming in to do such things, as its very few lo.. ended up, its booking tat time tat says 2 slots, but we came early n no instructions were given to them tat i'll be doing.. tat's y this pedicure session, I do it so unhappily..

Every day, or rather everytime mit, always encounter such incidents.. How to treat the other party gd? Even if want to, go thru all these unpleasant things, it just turns me off.. well after tat is just speechless under go hm, chat for quite sometime, I left unhappily hm.. I dun wish to be so neglected all the time..

bubbles of sadness.