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(21/10/08) Tuesday

There's many things I would like to blog abt.. Though its not much on what happened ytd.. Well.. 1st, i'll talk abt what happened on this day.. well as usual went to work.. Well quarrelled again.. Yes I stopped replying le.. The more I reply, the more hurt I received looking at tat email..Things are not progressing any further wif such a tone n words from S all the time.. If not gonna chg, end up quarreling again.. just wan wish her all the best... tc and have a safe journey to n fro all her overseas trips.. Happy holidays n enjoy her life.. May she find the happiness she wans....Yes I gonna miss her lots but things just dun chg any better..

Ok so lets talk abt gg to sch..Yes it lessons day.. Hmm I left ofc earlier at ard 5.45pm as usual, but this time on the lift, I met a colleague from other dept. wow i'm really so lucky n grateful towards her.. Yes, cuz its raining heavily, which I didn;t noe..Some more she lived somewhere near my sch, hence she offered to drive me there since its just along the way... Not only tat, when I leave ofc at 545, i'll reach sch at ard almost 7 pm. Wif her driving me there, I even got time to hav my dinner in sch..

This is my 1 of a few time seating on a car, when a female drive me to a destination, excluding taxi drivers.. hmm can say other than my eldest sis, faith, she is the 3rd person giving me a lift. Her name was Sze Sian. Hence only 2 ppl in the car, the only way to break off the atm, was to chat.. well she used to study at SIM when SIM 1st started.. Tat's ard 5yrs back.. she studys RMIT.. Hmm not only tat, during the chat, she's the kind of wife i'm looking 4 haha.. Taking care of husband n children kind of female..

She drive her husband to work n children to sch..Of cuz the husband noes how to drive too, workplace near mrt, so take mrt oso can. So they take turns to drive each other.. She finish work earlier so can cook at hm.. this is the kind of family I look 4wd in future.. cuz both tc of each other and the r/s is a 2-way traffic.. of cuz there's more, just tat too many to name down.. Hmm of cuz its every1's dream to find some1 who can tc of you, but in rtn, tc of the ppl who take care of u is wat u can do..Yea tat's the family I would like to have..

Hmm so I reached sch at ard almost 6.30? Hmm hence I got time to order western food there to have my dinner n was early for lecture.. Hmm lessons was boring as usual.. then force myself awake all the time n fighting the coldness.. Finally sch ended, I went long journey back hm.. so slply along the way..reached sem mrt, saw my neighbour living above me wif his family and 2 young children, which the 1st daughter was in my friendster pic b4 n I carry her b4.. Wa time passed, she grows up le..

Well have a chat wif him as we walked hm.. Find tat life is really so short.. Hmm he got so many things left undone.. but cuz of family, he pushes them all aside.. Have to wait till when the childrens grow old, then he start to settle down, then carry on.. but by tat time, he's interested might have died down.. even if still have, think dun have strength, though got time to do it.. Hmm $ is not abt everything.. Many ppl work so hard, end up just can't bring the $ into the deathbed.. Tat's really a sad case.. imagine got so many things nv do, then cuz much of the lifespan is contribute to working n necessary things which is cuz of no choice, just leave the world like this.. Live life to the fullest instead b4 there's no time.. u can hav achievement in ur career, earning big bucks, but when its time to leave, u might not even have the time to enjoy life le..

Well reached hm, wash up, was browsing thru all the channels on tv, ended up 1 old chinese movie from scv channel caught my attention.. Hmm its abt a comedy, a very jealous husband who have such a very beautiful wife.. The wife is faithful n loyal, dotes on the husband a lot n takes gd care of him.. wa.. but in reality its hard to find such a nice wife wif beautiful looks.. anyway just a show only.. many funny things happened, the ups n downs in the family.. makes me watch till the end n end up slping at ard 2am..

ok now its abt things not from this day.. 1st of all, its abt this coming Weekend.. Wa, its hard to find weekends where its 3 days long.. Hmm i'm gonna be lonely this weekend n oso the rest of the weekends.. activities are getting lesser n lesser... frds ard me are also getting lesser due to different interest etc.. wan go minds cafe, nobody 1.. cards snooker, only wil available.. lan shop, quite sian n costly.. mahjong, so far n dun feel like overnite.. go eat buffet, only kit available but he says he no $.. Go sing k, jc bro complains its too far.. Rest of the things.. oso dunno le la.. movie can;t watch every time too.. play cards, oso left wif wil cuz ben not free le...Hmm so I really dunno wat to do for this coming wkends..even mon go eat suki buffet, kit oso can;t cfm wif me n say c 1st.. How, how, how?

Nxt thingy was my jc bro went for the interview on free lance modelling.. Wa.. shld I follow him.. cuz he took up the offer man.. but there's a price n risk to pay la.. he paid 880 bucks for the shoots, total of 70 shoots wif 7 images.. this will be his portfolio, then when got proj comes, if he's chosen, he can earn if media corp, cheap pay of 30-80bucks per proj.. If other proj, can be paid 300-800 per proj.. Hmm some more the lifespan can last for 2-3 yrs.. Seems quite attractive.. Oso got overseas projs too.. Its just like being an actor, if u r interested in the role, u can take up the proj, if dun like, reject it.. I'm considering it cuz its a tough decision to make.. oso part of my interest cuz Takeshi oso started off as a model.. Hmm earning extra income other than my work too.. Hmm interest + work n I need cash for studies now.. Hmm shld I? I'll take my time to consider it..

bubbles of sadness.