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Weekends Mood.

Wanna blog just now, but come to ofc, deal wif the stupid boss, I got no time to blog. I'll be gg off half day from work for some several medical appt. 1st will be psysio appt at 2pm at TTSH, then 2nd appt will be podiatry at 3.15pm.. Well after tat, I have to rush to attend my SIM's frd, amanda's 21st bd.. Hmm having a very bad flu now, so I dunno whether I wan go or not.. Not feeling very well, hence deems my mood to travel far..

Well tonite i'll be having an overnite mj sessions at a frd's hse in Khatib wif jackson n ben.. Hopefully can win though this mth I was told my luck wasn't tat gd.. Hmm sat n sun most likely I haven;t plan any activities yet.. Well I think most likely, i'll settle it at lan shop playing audi in the evening time. So the rest of the day, I shall spend it at hm watching anime n online. Depends on the mood ba.. c if there's any interesting things to do outside, maybe catch a movie.. Too bad no ladies to watch movie wif me.

Hmm my mood was very bad now.. Yea cuz I received some nasty remarks again. Well Watever it is, i'm very aware of the current situation. Just let the person who lives in her own world carry on doing watever she thinks is rite..A person who loves herself, will not be able to appreciate the people ard her. Neither can she understands other ppl's feelings n pains. Only she's rite, only other ppl needs to reflect on their own actions. Only she has the ability to fault others n push the blame to other ppl..

Nah I leave her wif the same old tots ba.. Anyway I read some things abt astrology on magazine n newspaper.. no 1 rank in horo gers who will still contact their ex is leo. But this is not becuz she still love her ex, but its some ego n pride to show her generousity..to show tat her tu4 liang4 is very high. (from magazine n oso I already knew that from my own research).. Did some calculations wif birth dates on the newspaper ytd too. Well of cuz it says she got lots of blossom luck until age 45.. Hmm how to be faithful? Anyway I dun reveal so much ba..

Can't be tog means can't be tog.. If really can be tog, way b4 long, b4 all the damages done, already tog le.. Dun have to hurt me so much then be tog n hurt me again..I'll slowly move on this difficult times.. every day think less of her. Dun go n check her out.. dun wan be affected.. If her love for me is true, dun have to wait until now le.. i'm defeated.. love has the power to chg a person. But apparently i'm not the 1, I dun have the power to do so.

I really dun feel very well.. I wanna be pampered like a child. I wanna be protect.. I wanna be childish.. i'm so deprived from all these love.. I'm tired of having of be so independent..I wanna fall into the arms of my love 1.. I wanna be showered by her love care n warmth.. I really feel so weak n terrible.. I really dread my life so much.. I feel so helpless.. Some times I just feel like giving up everything..I'm so tired.. time to go..no mood to blog oso.. will blog after i stopped breaking down again.. Stop getting hurt again...

Off I go to weekends...

bubbles of sadness.