____________['[*Moments Sharing*]']___________

(19/11/08) Wednesday

I'm back blogging once again. Recently, I have ntg to blog ba.. hence didn't really feel like blogging.. Got ntg joyous to talk abt either..Life is really so miserable indeed... Well to continue with where I have left out, I was sick overnite, having a fever, etc..and oso quarrelling wif some1 on the phone..so on wed, went to work as usual..do ntg much I suppose.. can't really rmb wat I do le..

If I rmb correctly, I went straight hm after work.. then online? Watching anime is the only thing I can rmb ba... rest of the things I can't rmb clearly le... think I online until 11pm, I went to watch tv, then wash up, then slp le..

(20/11/08) Thursday

Well was on mc cuz my stomach was giving me prob again.. initially I wake up on time to prepare..however, due to the stomach prob, I spent too long in the wash rm.. ended up knowing I'll be late, I decided to take mc le.. of cuz new boss was very unhappy abt it.. anyway I can't be bothered wif her anymore.. endure 1 mth +, i'm leaving.. so went back to rest a while more..

after tat, wash up, on the com, and go to visit the doc.. as usual, I made a mistake.. I shld not go eat breakfast at kfc.. shld have go to the doc place, get a queue no, then go n eat breakfast.. ended up, after eating, I need to waste time waiting 4 the queue to be my turn.. took me ard an hr, b4 I go in 4 consultation.. i'm already worried my $ not enough to survive until nxt pay, which is gg to be delayed 4 few days, than the actual day..

hence during the waiting time, I went to the arcade to play mj game n a rd of kof wif the com, b4 gg back to the clinic to continue the wait... Finally its my turn.. doc checked n claimed tat its gastric flu.. gimme some medicine n a day's mc.. luckily, it cost 25 bucks.. finally reached hm, mum bought me porridge 4 lunch.. n I start watching the anime, Nodame.. It was really nice.. the musical pieces inside...enhance my interest 4 learning piano to a higher step..

Finally I complete the short epi of Nodame.. The ending was touching.. Chiaki n Nodame got tog.. Love the ending, though somehow expected.. Hmm not many anime brings the char tog.. usually comic end le, their r/s is still lying there unclear.. was thinking of resting, but nv..Well I was so shocked tat I didn;t receive any care from tat some1, except words of “envy” tat I can watch anime at hm...This “envy” happens all the time when i'm at hm..instead of words of concern, whether i'm ok le ma? Or stg pleasant or sincere..

Wash up n went to marsiling early to mit Ser at the mrt platform.. upon arriving, headed down to sch.. well late 4 sch, so no choice have to by stg n headed inside the lecture hall.. The nite's lesson was abt group social psychology.. I find it interesting, though not as interesting as other lessons, but she's not really interested.. Think its individual ba.. maybe engineering stuffs, or maths kind of formula lessons, suits her.. GP kind of lessons, doesn't interest her ba, as her attention lvl was very high..

After lesson, she was very tired.. so do I.. well initially she said she arranged to have a talk wif me, to settle the r/s issue.. but just called off like nobody's business. Same like mit outing, can suddenly chg plans n say mtg some1 else, wan can join, etc.. or not happy can suddenly dun mit at all.. so the quarrel starts again.. well of cuz the probs nv dies down.. its still unsolve.. but adds on.. esp that tue nite..

So I did my part, since she company me 4 lesson, I companied her till yck station n goes back myself.. can I have a her who doesn;t gimme probs related to the opposite sex?i'm really so tired of handling this r/s alone....

(21/11/08) Friday

Back to work..finally its weekend.. bringing many emotions to work.. i'm really feeling so stress.. hence I have a big quarrel wif my new boss.. She scolded me n gimme attitude.. hence I was oso giving attitude as well.. anyway she's the boss.. I got no choice.. but to say sorry lo.. work like tat, my r/s also gimme the same kind of feeling.. I can;t take it anymore.. r/s n work all adding on to my stress..

as well as studies.. my body really can't take it tat it begins falling sick n its getting more n more frequent...i broke down at ofc.. of cuz, hiding inside toilet la... Under such circumstance.. I really feel tat i need an understanding gf, who really cares 4 me.. So my life wouldn;t be affected badly, each time we quarrel.. well tonite suppose to mit Ser, but since appt was chged as n when she like, i'm not joining, despite her knowing tat my r/s wif jan wasn;t really +ve anymore.. She still ask so casually 4 me to join her n jan..

Anyway I appreciate nel n frds who r by my side, to pass my miserable nite.. I played kof wif kit, nel, kw, duck n awie etc.. then go dinner n start rd 2 of kof.. after which, headed down wif nel n ding to lan shop.. However, didn't really had fun at lan.. I was so slply tat I couldn;t really play well.. besides, audi seems so lag nowadays..wonder when they will fixed the problems.. Played a while, until ard 1am + or so, I gave up..

My eyes could hardly open, so I told nel n ding to go hm tog.. Finally, hm swit hm...

(22/11/08) Saturday

I slp until quite late, n my body was so weak when I wake up.. Think I watch anime again.. I really can;t rmb which day I watch.. but I think its not wed, but today which I manage to complete nodame.. then finally until ard 5pm, then manage to decide wif nel where to go.. Its getting so boring nowadays, tat gg anywhere oso boring.. every1 got different means of gg different places..

Wan watch movie, but dun have nice movie.. damn bored.. end up wil, nel, ding n duck agreed to go to the lan shop again.. so I company wil to duck's hse to take cash, then we headed to arcade mit nel n ding.. saw some kof frds there, so play wif them n headed to kfc...4 dinner.. after which, we headed to cab n go to the lan shop.. i'm lucky, I managed find many ppl doing the story i'm doing.. 8k club dance 1.. 4 hearts n 2 fm 4 10 rds..

after hard work, I managed to complete. Sad n fuming to say, saw ppl playing cheat in story mode.. some actually use hack.. I really wish such ppl be banned.. another 1 worst.. actually glitch the story.. he even pm me to teach me how to glitch the story.. like this get the icon of the story, got no means of satisfaction at all.. really dreaded such kind of ppl, spoiling the game.. imagine, I took such great deal to achieve tat thing, every1 else gets it wifout any effort.. its not unique n special anymore..

anyway brush tat aside..She online as well, company her until 2 am n initially wan to go off le..but end up hy n xy come... so play audi wif hy instead.. play for sometime, then chg to play back story instead.. this time, story goes back to the playing wif com kind de.. so shldn't have headache having to invite ppl into the rm anymore, except 4 1 last story, db8 I guess... I still need to get 3rd place lo.. sian.. nvm shall leave tat story to the last...ok call it a day..

(23/11/08) Sunday

A very bad day 4 me.. meet wil ard 8.am+ then we mit ben at tampines ard 9.45am? We headed to kfc to have our breakfast, b4 gg to my bro hse 4 mj session. It was the worst mj session I ever played.. I dunno wat's wrong wif me.. luck is not there or wat? My tiles actually not bad leh.. I didn't bomb myself, letting opponent win big tai, only small 1, but rest of the time, is just paying fees for ppl who bomb ownselves, feeding the other ppl win..

for the whole of north, south, east, west in the 1st game, I didn;t win a single rd.. the weather oso gimme prob.. humid..i feel so sticky lo.. besides bro's chair, no back rest like hui's hse.. tog wif my stomach prob, it makes me completely uncomfortable.. plus losing $, makes everything worst...played until evening time, maximum I lost almost 100 bucks to my bro...super sian...my stomach can;t take it..went to the washrm...

finally relieve myself, it starts to get better abit.. then take a break to eat dinner at his hse.. his mum cook 4 us to eat.. after which, continue, I start to win back le.. until the end, cuz of no time, I reduce the lost to 67.50.. ben play so long, win/ lose 0.. wil from winning become losing 16.50...sian, now my bro owe me 51, become I owe him 16.50.. pay him 1.50, transfer wil lost to me, I owe my bro 31 bucks...wil owe me 16.50..

after which, drag my tired body hm from tampines.. so far lo.. sian.. some more lose $... reached hm, super tired, didn;t even bath, chg my clothes only, head touch the bed, wan lie down a while, end up fall aslp, thruout the nite...

bubbles of sadness.