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(6/11/08) Thursday
Well it was a sick day for me.. I was so sick that I'm not able to concentrate on my jobs.. I was almost half an hr late for work, an its raining heavily.. Bad weather to start with.. other than tat, the whole day at work, i'm feeling cold, esp on my hands, and my head hurts a great deal.. pressing all the parts on my face.. is like.. omg.. y does it hurt so much? Hence I drop the idea of gg to sch...
well so after work, headed back to sem..i'm not able to stand thru out the journey, so I took the train to marina bay n got a seat n nap all the way to sem.. The journey was terrible..Besides, I tried calling every1 I could to have dinner wif me so I can take my med, but nobody was there.. so I decided to try my luck at the arcade.. yes, I found awie playing drum there.. so ask him to company me to eat..
But..cuz he's a malay, says, not much choice in sp to eat, he oso dun wan to eat mac, hence the only available options is kfc, non-halal.. hence my tot of gg to foodcourt eat the yong tau hu vanished.. but of cuz la, appreciate his company, so I dun complain so much.. even though my throat is not feeling very well.. I guess i'm too heaty le? I oso dunno.. Went there, I dun dare eat 2 piece chicken, so I took the cheesy melt, like pizza meal.. buy pepsi n put salt to drink.. my ulcer hurts a lot..
After tat, he chat lots of stuffs there.. talk many kinds of things..so funny..nv expect got so many craps to talk abt.. but anyway, he teach me lots of things on the internet.. cuz i'm a computer idiot who only noes how to play game n other simple stuffs.youngsters nowadays..getting computer smart..btw, he's only 16, not yet pass bd this yr.. currently yr 1 in RP. Well didn't noe that he's working at AMK hub cathay this yr jan to july.. I go there frequently to catch movie, didn't even saw him..
And btw..now I noe how complicated inside the Cathay organisation.. Dun say much, but nevertheless, Cathay's popcorn taste the best. Oso 1 thing...My misplaced nebo card, is actually inside the manager's rm.. they actually found it after some time when I lost it.. To be actual, its not I lost it, but is the cashier didn;t return my nebo card n I 4get abt it.. Awie actually saw it in the manager's rm..but he dare not take it 4 me, cuz he's not sure he'll see me or not.. anyway, the card think expire le ba..
After tat, ard 10pm, drag my tired body hm.. Laze ard n catch dvd, Phantom of the Opera..Wow its still so fastastic to me. Love to watch such musical.. However, its kind of disappointing where at very scenes, the dvd wasn't playing smoothly in 1 or 2 secs.. sian lo..tot dvd quality shld be better? Only play 1st time, the movie got such problems..However, still love the movie lots.. However, hmm just find that the phantom's voice not very nice as compared to the original singer..call it a day after tat..

Side Tracks
Some side tracks away from ytd's event. This morning, I woke up, very comical think actually happened.. Hmm it clearly shows tat i'm really sick le.. I was bathing in the moring after waking up, preparing to work. When I was preparing to brush my teeth, I actually take my pearlie white mouth wash solution and pour it on my toothbrush.. then I close the cap back n take the toothpaste.. My toothpaste is supposed to open up the lid, but I go n open the toothpaste, just like how I open the lid of the mouth wash bottle.. Tat's kind of so blur..
It could oso be due to daily routine when u do this step n tat step when u do certain things like bathing..Then suddenly there's a mixture in the actions n everything go haywired..Another thing about my plans which i'm gg to do after work later, but now its changed!!!4 this entire week or rather this few weeks.. all my plans just isn't smooth!!.Supposed to plan at nite play cards b4 gg to bro's hse to play mj tog till nxt morning..
End up now, my bro says he's sick..mj cancelled.. Then ben just called me earlier n says, he's oso sick, so since no mj, he oso dun 1 play cards le.. Hmm then how? Zzz I'm gonna do wat again?Everytime last min de lei... of cuz this time can't be blame la.. cuz they are sick.. But anyway..Always like tat n i'm really getting frustrated.. Now back to single life le, oso cannot? What's wrong wif me or rather wif fate or cursing n swearing dunno wat?
I oso dunno who to curse.. curse fate for letting me mit such a kind of love? Bringing me misery.. Then fate wants me single again..ok now i'm single, then the ppl ard me starts to disappear.. I have been spending my entire day at work, 5 days a week alone, dunno how many evenings a week I have been spending by myself.. My internal balance seems super off lo.. Now fate seems like its not happy wif me 4 being single.. Every1 ard me happen to just disappear like tat.. Hmm so now wat? Want me to go socialise more is it?.. Nv say die!
In addition, bro oso says he no $ this month, so sat's shooting he plans to postpone it.. Wa.. again changes.. tot he says after shooting movie, then go k buffet? Now change again..besides, nel, kit n kw's k buffet on sat oso not confirm zzz..kw nv gimme his reply, but i really appreciate Kit for telling me he's cfm wif the k buffet!nel, hmm..in camp, so can't be helped.. but its he who ask me to ask the rest..its really so hard to organize things wif ppl who are so UNCONFRIMED. It just turns me off. Once in a while still ok lo, but its all the time.. Tat's y i'm cursing n swearing now! If fate wants me to mit anybody, be it gf to be ,love or frds or anything, let me mit SINCERE ppl who are true to me!!!Feeling sick n irritated plus frustration inside of me now.. shall stop here..

bubbles of sadness.