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(15/12/08) Monday

Since I have some time in office and i'm feeling super sleeply now, so decided to blog n keep myself awake since there's ntg I can do on net as well.. hmm shall update abt my weekends ba.. well last fri, after struggling from the boring work, which seems to be getting bz lately, cuz this evil boss of mine, decided to make use of me to the last day of my work, to do some things for her.. ok endure 4 abt 2 more weeks, it'll be over..

I guess, I really need to take a short break from all these work.. however the short break can nv be a comfortable 1, unless I manage to find a job which allows me to rest a while b4 I start my work.. hmm kinda tough isn't it.. actually.. I hope to find a job which requires less travelling, preferably, stg which I can work from hm.. less travel, less transport fee.. less cab fare etc.. Hmm definitely save me lots of cash.. as well as my hp bill..

Hence even if i'm getting paided less, perhaps can calculate less than my current pay, how much less pay i'm ought to accept if I reduce my transport n hp expenses.. perhaps to the extent of having meals at hm too.. can oso helped me save a great deal in my studies.. however, headache thing was, to apply 4 a decent credit card 4 my education installment plan, I need to find a job tat pays me $2.5k a mth.. else, its really tough indeed... Times are bad now, my educational lvl still not consider high.. hard to find a job tat's willing to pay me tat much ba.. getting a decent credit card 4 my education fee seems impossible...

Anyway fri, I meet wil n ben at cine leisure after work.. well of cuz its saving $ again.. we play cards tog at cine bk, our usual place.. ben finish his exams.. so come out relax a bit.. Well luck was not bad.initially lost 40 bucks to wil, but end up, only owe him 15 by the time we finish our game.. ben seems like coming a wasted trip..only 2 bucks diff.. Anyway since I was feeling lucky n kwen didn't manage to find a mj kaki sat noon, but only manage to find a overnite kaki tonite.. so I make an exception but told him tat I can't stay overnite these days..

Hence ard 11pm +, we left cine n I companied wil to train n alight at amk.. then well to buy some drinks n swits b4 I headed down to serangoon, usual place at munheng's hse.. hse where lots of pets lives.. the room was small, so can't let ben n wil join me.. cuz think they oso dun like them to be stealing their skills? Hmm.. besides the pace was fast tat I find it barely to follow..wil n ben speed was too slow..

well 1st rd starts.. its the 1st nite, I ever win in this hse.. though the speed was surprisingly fast, but I managed to win quite a lot in the 1st rd.. becuz the time was insufficient n I manage to stuck as the host a few times, as well as kwen, so the game was a bit longer.. Hence we can only afford to play 3 full rds in 8 hrs..so each rd was abt 2 hrs plus.. This time kwen n our usual winner, munheng, win 0, nor lose 0.. only the 3rd player lost 60 bucks to me.

It was their frd, zhiqiang.. 1st tiem played wif him.. maybe he's unlucky tat nite.. so he transferred to me the $ since he got not enough cash on hand.. I tot its the 1st time I won so much in mj.. though think I lost quite a lot the previous time.. so actually got win got lose, hence its like, didn;t really win much ba..then headed to eat bf wif kwen b heading hm to rest..Then I was so tired tat I drag myself up ard afternoon time..

got myself prepared n headed to thomson hospital to visit my 2nd sis who just gave birth on fri.. feels weird looking at own family members in the hospital.. she looks fine, it was a natural birth.. Heard from sis-in-law tat she's so powerful..20mins duration n the babay comes out.. yup though she's small, but I noe she's very brave n strong willed in natured..glad tat the she n the baby are safe...

However, my arrival was bad timing.. she was breast feeding the baby, so I waited somewhere in the corner n there's a small poster in words, teaching how to breastfeed the baby or rather preparations for breastfeeding.. besides saw them cleaning the baby's backside cuz she just poot.. haha they look so funny, then while they make a mess of themselves, they called the nurse.. I just stood there n c how I can help..

Then managed to learn how to do it.. must be firm, yet gentle cuz the baby is fragile.. After all this, I headed to amk to mit wil, to catch a movie n dinner.. went to mos burger to have dinner.. We caught twilight but the movie was not really interesting.. kw says its so nice, but most of the part was like silence.. n the interesting part, I feel its only 2 short scenes.. the baseball scene n the fighting scene..tat's all...

After tat, we headed down to sp to play a bit of cards.. n omg.. I lost 50 tat nite, so end up owe him 65.. sian lo..regretted playing wif him instead of gg hm or wat.. initially tot of gg lan a while but cuz it was already 10+ when we reach sem, plus sun morning we nid to wake up early 4 mj at bro's hse.. so can't afford to stay too late.. So think tat's abt it 4 Sat..

Sun comes.. Its mj day again.. wil gimme morning call, and we headed to mac to eat breakfast..it was a filling 1.. Then after which, we headed down to tampines to mit ben, b4 heading down to my bro hse.. We started playing n today was a big day 4 me.. I was lucky indeed n was winning a lot.. his mum cook lunch 4 us, but cuz of the filling bf, I only ate a little at his hse.. Then we cont playing till nite time, I was quite unhappy...

dinner drag until so late n I have always hated sharing the delivery thingy.. well of cuz, being lucky 4 today was a crime? Just cuz of lucky, I have to treat alone.. I have to do this, do tat, wat about the rest of the days I lose? Doesn't it count? I wasn't given a treat when I lose.. besides sharing of food was worse.. I actually have to paid so much for the food I ate which cuz cheaper than outside..not only cuz of the delivery fee..its much cheaper..

I rather order some separate meal nxt time we had a delivery.. this really sucks..of cuz heaven is fair.. after the whole of 3 rds, I won 72 bucks in total..the highest amt I ever won in mj.. wil was super unlucky this time.. he lost to a total of all the 3 of us.. total amt of 97.5, clocking the highest lost in mj record.. he lost abt 9 to ben, 16.5 to my bro, n 72 to me.. Hmm consider last wk he win, n ytd he win the ah cha from me, still ok ba..

Well I begin to prefer, playing at serangoon..pace was faster, but a little too fast 4 me..Some more its really peaceful, though joking ard at times, but there's no extra ppl, peeking at my tiles or other ppl's tiles.. yes.. my bro's 2 frd, come to his hse n every1 were looking at other ppl's tiles...feel so unfair.. even so they say they didn;t teach, but who noes? The most secure or fair thing is, no ppl's watching n only consist of 4 players.. even if got extra ppl like me n ser, she play, I extra, I teach but I sit rite behind her, not peeping anybody's tiles.. I play, she watch, she nv say anything.. tat's consider fair.. my bro's frds, c, still open mouth...

Anyway, i'm considered lucky tat nite n tat's all for my weekends..weekday comes, didnt; have a smooth week start ba.. dun wish to talk abt it.. endure lo.. I begin t ohate weekdays le.. ytd was so sick n tired..call wil to company me to watch movie, the day the earth stood still.. my head was in great pain n was feeling unwell n cold.. was abit angry wif wil too cuz he only care abt himself 1st.. anyway the movie wasn't really interesting either.. not very nice movie which I'll praise..just like twilight..but its slightly nicer a bit ba..

bubbles of sadness.