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Haven't been blogging 4 some time again. Starting to slack again? Hmm perhaps so.. Its really hard to kip blogging almost every day isn't it? Oso becuz the incidents were either monotonous or there's ntg really interesting to blog abt.. ya.. life is boring indeed.. Study is a must, work is a must, wat's left is free time.. but there isn't really free time either...$ is oso a very crucial factor, so is other ppl ard us.. Life on earth is really tough..

need to recall all the way back.. Well its all a link ba.. i'm gonna be out of job soon.. Dec 26 marks my last day at work.. Even so, there's gd or bad wif this piece of news.. gd in the short run, bad in the long run? The gd thing is, I dun have to endure tat attitude from my new manager.. I really dislike her to the core.. fancy showing her attitude on me.. as though I owe her lots of thing like tat.. i'm really unhappy at work, dreaded gg to work each day..

imagine, our life is so short, yet most of the time, 1 week, I need to contribute so long at work.. 5 days.. waste time travelling to n fro to work, n spend 9 – 6 pm at work, by the time reach hm, its already so late.. can;t even relax a while, nid to slp n time to prepare 4 work the nxt day.. our body, to stay healthy, we nid 8 hrs of slp.. lets do a calculation.. 8 hrs of slp per day, in 1 week, 56 hrs gone.. every day, we r left wif 16hrs.. reduce the min of 3 meals per day, lets say, 1 hr each.. for breakfast, the 1 hr maybe can include snack times etc..

hence we r left wif each day, 13 hrs.. minus the bathing time n wash rm, perhaps 1 hr, each day left wif 12 hrs.. travelling maybe 3hrs to be max, left wif 10 hrs.. minus off work 8 hrs on weekdays, only left wif 2 hrs to relax... 2 hrs multiply by 5 workdays, is 10 hrs.. add 20 hrs on week ends is 30 hrs of break time.. compared to work is 8hrs multiply by 5, 40 hrs.. still imbalance.. if work is reduced to 7 hrs per day, 35 hrs.. then break time is oso 35 hrs.. then tat'll be great..

however, even such division, its oso not balance, esp to poorer ppl...$ is still the root cuz.. y must god create such things like $?.. wifout $, the poorer ppl, gets worst life.. like me, consider poor, though still fortunate than many other ppl out there.. llife is even more tough n stressful.. I need to contribute time to study n work at the same time.. more deprive from the relief from daily stress.. my life expectancy sure lowers down..

if only there's no $ in this world, I can solely study.. grad smoothly, switch from study to work.. though this time, the purpose of not working 4 $ is there, but at least god wan us to do stg, to work 4 stg.. its still there.. sense of achievement in life.. isn;t it more useful n meaningful? Rather than being force to work, for sole survival.. this world now...the rich is getting richer..wat abt the poor? Life is getting even more tougher.. still $ is the root cuz...

$ is oso nid to buy health.. tat's even worst.. no $, can;t even c a doc.. hmm anyway tis is just the small factor to look at.. enough of complaining ba.. cuz if wan to speak abt this, it can stretch all the way to the global matter.. i'm just a tiny bit of the whole world.. perishable as well.. just hope my life can come n go smoothly.. which in fact its the opposite.. Work is like tis, once out of job, i'm gonna be wondering when I'll get a job soon.. economy is down now.. hard to find a job..

Went for mj session on sat wif kwen, jackson at mun heng's hse at serangoon, jackson told me, there's actually such things.. the manager rob the worker's aws, in such a manner.. terminating the contract or remove the worker from the post, b4 the time 4 aws arrive, usually end of the yr, the worker's aws is eaten up, n manager in turn, gets a higher aws.. huh? Now then I noe there's such a logic in this working society.. its inhumanity..

I hate working under such person.. yes I was being terminated way few days b4 I'm getting my AWS.. I nid tat $ lo.. This really sucks.. She purposely terminate me at such time, where we r already having conflicts wif each other rite mths b4.. must wait till I endure until now, she terminate me.. This sucks.. I actually feeling like leaving immediately since she gave me a choice of need not serve the 1 mth's notice.. but jackson oso rule a possibility tat she's removing me to let her frd enter the company.. tat's worst..

but after some valuable advice from my previous agency, I decided to stay n serve the full notice.. though now its worst.. have to endure her attitude, let her bully n throw work at me.. no choice.. my agency says i'll still be paid during holidays.. dun quit so I can still earn the $ 4 tat holi.. some more dec got 2 holidays..n x'mas eve is half day.. not worth it if I leave now...hence endure..

tat's all abt work.. comes health..i have been sick 4 weeks...ytd, Tue, 2nd dec, I went to c a doc again.. doc r kind on the outside, but think their aim is to suck $ only.. go so many times, the med they give, like nv recover de.. dun pay how many fees 4 the doc le..ytd then only he starts giving me a stronger dose.. it cost 59 bucks!!!my studies have been affect too.. from work stress, health down..

start to skip a bit of lessons le.. when recover, nid to discipline myself to sch again.. transport fee is so high.. I really hope i'm “Jumper” from the movie.. or have doraemon, or super powers.. just in a swift, I can reach the destination.. dun nid pay $ 4 transport.. nxt comes r/s.. I really dunno wat to say la.. its in a mess.. always like a weather, rainy, then sunny, then storm, etc.. its really super unstable.. i'm so tired of all this.. it just adds on to the stress factor n its getting hard 4 me to manage..

when gd, its very gd..when its bad its extreme.. I can really feel tat the bad is strongly more than the gd.. to the extent it can offset the gd.. the r/s really shakes the calmess n peacefulness in me.. recently back tog, then another moment, breaks apart again.. I seriously need some1 who can really understand me n spare a tot 4 my feelings.. which i'm seriously deprive n lack of this in the r/s..

anyway, wat else to update abt? Fri go prata place wif kit, nel, ding n jason bear.. I ate a combo prata n banana prata.. actually ntg special..ah mei cafe, i'm contented wif the prata there.. 2 prata makes me full le.. then after tat, go lan shop wif ding n nel.. zzz, i'm sitting in the middle, both of the coughing.. I get both... n the 3 of us..cough... then after tat when to find her.. sat mj, from noon to nite.. lose $... recently kip losing.. dunno y..

munheng win the 3 of us.. at the end of everything, I lost the most.. 49 bucks..played 30-60, then after tat divided by 2.. jackson lost abt 38 only.. kwen lose 25.. munheng win 100+.. really lucky him.. sun, went out wif wil n ding... watch movie, quarantine.. well.. movie so so only.. the camera not very gd.. always shaking n its very annoying.. its thru out the movie like this..starting was boring indeed..average movie ba..

Then go play cards at amk hub mac..from win, end up lose oso.. lose 35 I think..mon, went work, then went hm eat dinner... ding come to collect comics from my hse..then we go sp tog..got the dvd sales at 1st lvl again.. so went to take a look..wan find Les Miserables.. then after tat, we went to mac n we play psp tog..ytd..work, coughing badly until I become a noise pollution.. so went to c a doc instead..

then go play kof awhile, then wil n ding come..go mac sit n play cards a while.. lose again, but manage to clear a bit of the losses.. think tat's all I have to say ba.. quarrel again wif some1.. think pms or wat ba.. she always like tat de.. like wat I say...bad is more than gd.. pms like so long like tat.. 1 month, like 20 days pms, 10 days normal.. tat's all I have to say ba..

bubbles of sadness.