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Happy Chinese New Year...

In few hours time, a new year is arriving soon.. Happy? Hmm not really.. I dun look forward to New Year,though its a celebration mood.. Well when i was a children, small ang bao money is wat makes me look forward to.. When i reach the stage of working, the only thing i look forward to, is holiday where i dun have to drag myself to work...When i'm unemployed, rotting at home now, it means ntg to me.. In addition, when my love life is down as well as rest of other things..

Well taking this part of the time, i got no choice, but to recall my ex..So she dun have a family to celebrate wif, except for her 2nd sis's hse for reunion dinner.. when she was wif her 1st ex, she'll follow him to malaysia for Chinese New Year.. Hmm so this year, thing its either staying at home like wat she says, or...Yeah, joining her new bf n his family for reunion dinner..

Well perhaps though she just ditched me not long ago, n be wif her new bf, think might already moving on fast n getting ready to set up a new family le ba.. since both of them r capable of supporting a family tog.. Enough of all these le ba.. no point thinking of such heart breaking stuffs.. Woman.. R just troubles..Makes my hatred grows.. just like Money.. so much i hate money, i need them.. So much i hate woman, i yearn for a true love..

Crap.. gonna c relatives faces again.. ntg interesting to do there.. besides talking, or rather facing those aunty n uncles who's gonna say or reprimand me, about my studies, work, family ties wif my mum.. craps.. Besides, chinese new year is a gambling time for most family..hearing ben, wil, frds, talking about mtg relatives, playing cards, gambling etc.. as for my side, basically, is just like wat my frds said...mtg them for like once a year, saying, hi, how hav u been, how r u etc...got so much to talk like tat...

I just dun have anything to do... ntg to look forward to...

bubbles of sadness.