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What should i blog about?

Hmm its the festive season.. A new year, a new beginning, a new life... Such a celebrative occasion, yet i seems to have nothing interesting to blog about.. How i spend my last celebration of christmas? or how did i pass my new year eve? Hmm neither am i happy to blog about it at all.. I have been thinking true alot, about what happened in the past, that leads to today, whats gonna happened with whatever decision or actions i'm doing, which will affects my future..

I'm currently gg thru yet another lowest point in my life.. I'm current facing many several paths ahead of me, yet i'm not sure what can i do.. Yet..$ is the the root of all evil.. So much that i hated it, yet i need it.. Wifout $, There's really lots of things which i need to do, yet unable to do at all.. What am i supposed to do? How? I'm feeling extremely frustrated and disheartening lately..

Living on such earth is really suffering and miserable indeed.. love is hurtful, living is hurtful.. Yet, feeling like ending life immediately, but its living hell... Living or dead, its no difference.. Also suffering? I'm not really sure.. doing everything oso not smooth.. dun feel like blogging le.. my head i exploding..
I dun wish to be Yilun anymore.. A new name, Hong Qi Xuan.. I hope a new name, brings a new life to me...I dun wish to be the lowest, sadest, hurtful yilun anymore..

bubbles of sadness.