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Cursed?

Damn it.. I dreamt of her again.. Why? Why? Why? Love really sucks.. Stop it please!!! Its V day , but so? She's happily tog wif the guy..Who cares abt you? Stop it.. Can i dream of some1 else instead? Perhaps a beautiful lady? But not some1 who will torture me emotionally..Such days are tough.. I planned my day ahead, so that i can avoid questions.. Will be hiding at frd's hse to play mahjong thruout V day. 1st thing, can hide from my family's question abt her.. 2nd is, dun have to go out on street n make my eyes red.. Nice plan indeed..Gg out, increase the chances of seeing her wif that guy again...

Nah, i'm a very unforgiving person.. i really can't imagine, y was i having to face such unforgivable matters.. 1st r/s, oso hav to forgive a person who changed her heart.. 2nd r/s, faced the situation even more times.. Many things which can;t be forgived.. i have to learn to 4give it.. ended up, 4giving so many times, is a mistake.. she still do the same thing again.. Nxt time, whoever who cheated behind me, its over.. no more a 2nd chance..

Ytd, 2nd sis come my hse wif her baby daughter, so is big sis n her daughter..wa.. she question me of her too... So i hurried out of the hse, to escape the questions.. i noe time will reveal everything, but i just dun wish to say anything now.. Think their impression of her was gd..but they didn;t even noe what are the things that happened in this r/s, which always involve 3 people..

So i find some reason n left the hse.. Anyway ltr is mahjong session! Dun think so much.. if i can't find a lady who truly loves me, i rather not hav her, than making myself so miserable, like now.. Damn all those sweet talks of true love, which were so unreal..

bubbles of sadness.