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Restless Night...

What i said came true again.. I dreamt of her..This time is me chasing after her in a cab.. Curved road..i went to 1 of the road, crazy enough to stand in the middle, using my body to block the path, prepared to stop any cars..a cab came, not her inside,i let the car past me.. I waited very long, the cab she's in, nv showed up.. I begin to suspect there's other way the vehicle can pass..ended up i begin to think my analysis was rite.. there was other path..

However, there she came out from the path.. she intentionally waited for me to leave the path.. THe cab driver said this is a way to shun me off.. I chase...the car just gets smaller n smaller from my view.. Till it disappear...I must not get so serious in a r/s anymore.. end up hurting myself so badly, while she just moved off to another guy's arm.. Only the girl who can prove my love worthy, wif her true love, shall receive my complete love..

It takes a very long time to move on from a broken r/s when true love is involved.. yet it takes nothing to move on from a broken r/s to enter another r/s wif such a shallow love.. its neither romeo or juliet's love story.. nor any other love stories which i envied.. just a r/s which isn't worth experiencing it.. another nite.. I pray that i won't dream abt her again..

I dunno how to answer my family.. I fear to face the question.. Each time such question comes out from my family, outsiders who noes abt us, such questions of where's ur gf? Haven't seen her for a ver long time. Its CNY, she's coming to bian nian? Such awkful questions reached my ears, my mouth seems dried up, coarse.. I couldn;t speak.. i felt muted..

All i can do is act.. act irritated.. She's overseas.. go malaysia to bai nian.. or watever craps i can think off.. I really dunno how to answer such questions.. I pray that i won;t have to answer such questions..just let it go silently wifout anybody noticing it.. wifout anyone rmb abt such person.. awkfully painful n sick... i wish i can start blogging those happy moments of mine, rather than blogging all these sadness..

Valentine day is approaching.. Cheers to singlehood.. I'm gonna stayed at hm to have those female anime as my gf, to cele this day..However, i fear my family will ask me question again.. dun wish to go outside n see so many couples tog which made my eyes red.. dun wish to be reminded of her.. let alone, dun wish to hurt my eyes n heart, to see her wif that guy again...tough decision..go out or dun go out...

bubbles of sadness.