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A voice, which i have not hear long ago.

Not long ago, i received a phone call on my handphone.. This phone number.. A number which i have long received on my handphone.. Its an office number.. Though not as familiar as 3523, as this person has just switched department towards the very end of our r/s. its a new number, hence i couldn;t really recognise.. Besides, i'm busy searching for job.. Upon receiving an office number, i picked up hastily, thinking that it was from a company which i applied..

Ended up, i heard this voice, though starting wasn't very clear, i heard the voice calling, "dear ah.." I was puzzled n feeling weird.. i dun have a gf now, yet got ppl call me dear. Upon listening further, the voice gets more n more familiar.. Of cuz, its a voice which i haven't hear for quite a long time.. of cuz even though she says wrong number, i noe its her..

being tog for almost 2 years, i would forget a person's voice? How can a person forget's her new bf's number, when she has been calling that new number for quite a period of time, since the days when our r/s were coming to an end.. Hmm is she doing that on purpose or not.. Trying to show me how sweet she calls her new bf? "dear ah..." Painful memories i have.. doesn;t harms me wif this additional 1..

It makes no difference.. I can't forget..a single bit.. It still hurts.. Its not like my previous r/s is over for a long period of time.. Yet she has a new bf which makes me feels like our r/s has long gone.. Thinking back, last yr 26th Dec 2008. Its only almost 2 mth since the r/s.. i thought 1 yr has passed.. Nah its just a short period of almost 2 months..

Ppl do change.. Not very much for the routine me.. but i notice the ppl ard me.. from a person who was so close to me, becomes so far away from me, n headed to be very close wif a new pair of arms.. This voice i heard, reminds me of tat fateful day when i saw the new couple standing at the AXS station, at 1st floor of AMK HUB.. The scene just seems so disgusted..I turned away quietly..

Anyway a nobody like me now, doesn't deserve anything from anybody.. Yes, a friend of mine, told me 1 fine nite during our talk, in this corrupted world, nobody will pity you, i shld cared only abt myself.. i shld love myself.. No matter how gd u cared abt the person, the person will just leave you 1 day.. the only person who will not leave u, is u yourself.. Even when she left me, i'm still there, alone..

I dunno how long i'm gonna be painful.. but just hope such pain will be over in time to come..

bubbles of sadness.