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107th Day Without Serene

A week has passed..A day ago, i just got my 1st laptop, however, not the desire laptop which i wanted. But its still appreciated as i received an unexpected assistance from my 2nd Sister-in-law.. He really got a laptop from his office for me.. Tat's very nice of him.. Hence i'm able to do much things as n when i can this time, however, internet would not be easy to assess outside, as the wifi system in this laptop is not in perfect condition..

Nevertheless, other things are still ok.. Let's talk abt wat i'm planning to do next for the rest of today.. Jq suggested a gathering for their group, hence an outgroup like me, was invited too.. y an outgroup? cuz i'm the oldest there, while the rest of them are the same age n studied in the same sec sch tog. I'm invited cuz i'm hanging out wif them as they lived near my hse..

She suggested singing k.. it catches my itch.. i haven;t been singing for quite some time.. So since she said there's a cheap package, so we'll be going to amk k box tonite to sing from 7-10pm if i'm not mistaken.. hopefully, not much customer there, we'll be able to sing longer.. b4 our k session tonite, we'll be mtg for dinner tog.. However, this time rd, not much ppl attending cuz either they dun like singing or they r not free..

Hmm gg to sing k.. brings me lots of memories wif her..Thought of it pains me.. sometimes i wonder, y only i am the 1 feeling the pain? Hmm i spend last nite, lying on bed n think abt it.. Yes i'm planning to sing duet wif the gers tml.. of cuz those regulars which i sing wif.. jq or cy.. A particular song which me n Serene always sing tog.. Ni3 Zhui4 Zhen1 Gui4.. To her, i think this song means ntg, cuz she sang wif so many ppl b4.. of cuz it means ntg...

Speak of it, the 1st time i went to k box wif a ger, is my 1st ex.. however, we dun sing duet..cuz she's not a gd singer.. either than her, is Serene.. She's the 1 who taught me many songs in duet.. wifout fail, we always sing tat song each time we go.. the rest of the k box session, is wif my guys frds only..other than tat, is sing wif cy, but the feeling just doesn't holds best than when i sing wif Serene.. jq, only sing once wif her n the song is an eng song, so not much to talk abt..

Anyway just go there n have a reminise of my memories wif her...but wif diff ppl this time.. Well memories is left for me alone.. i treasure them.. I understand, wif so many ppl in her life, memories buried over n over again, by new memories wif a new guy.. Wat's left is nothing behind.. i hope i'll be enjoying myself tonite.. though my voice is not in gd condition today..

bubbles of sadness.