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109th Day without Serene

I have a terrible day ytd.. Ppl says 1 will wake up with migraine or headache after drinking lots of beer n getting drunk.. i have a terrible headache or migraine.. i dunno how to describe it. The pain was so terrible tat it cost my day greatly..as usual, the pains can be felt much on my forehead..the part where u touch the end o the eyebrow, almost the centre there, it was so painful...

In addition, the back part of my head, almost near my neck was in great pain too. I pat my back it was so numb n painful...i slept very long ytd n wake up at 12pm..i didn't drink beer during kbox...Its just tat i slept late last nite..at ard 3.30am.. its abt 8 hrs of slp.. 1 possibility i can think of is, my slp hrs was sufficient, but its not a peaceful rest..

My baby niece was slping in the same room wif me.. imagine her wakin up late in the nite, n early in the morning , my slp was interrupted terribly.. i woke up quite a number of times from my slp, had several dreams, which were incomplete and hard to rmb.. in addition, my mum's voice...scolding my niece, was irritating...Having a bad rest really spoils my mood a lot..

Worse, my niece n baby nephew will be staying for the entire week, every week from mon to fri, except public holidays or when my sis have holidays n did not have to go to work.. So cute they are, but at times, its really annoying..my life seems interrupted n i'm having disturbed rest..health will be hit badly.. i'm beginning to feel sick..

How i wish, i'm so capable now, tat i can go outside n rent a decent room, wif atmosphere much peaceful than my hse.. i can live there from mon to fri, wif great privacy..Or rather living at a frd's hse..Too bad i dun have a gf either..Well anyway, i tried watching my favourite movie ytd afternoon, step up 2..i couldn't enjoy it, cuz head was spinning n painful for me to imagine those dance moves in my head..

After tat i went out to help my mum buy Toto, as she's not able to go, due to my niece..i bought some too n of cuz, wif such condition, didn't win anything at all..my cash is depleting soon.. Some more, i planned to go out study, it was so painful tat i couldn't study at all..a whole day wasted... nel ask me out for dinner..we played kof wif kit b4 eating..i didn't win any matches..i only have 2 tokens, so after losing them, i didn't chg any more..

After dinner, play cards wif wil n nel, i lose as expected..68bucks.. but thank goodness, i still have a lot of postive figure...so losing 68 is still managable as i still have my postive from ben n wil..I went to check my pay for the 5 days at work, which i submitted my timesheet..finally the pay of pathetic amt is coming after 2pm today..

I have lots of bills to settle.. after settling, i'm left wif very less amt to survive for 2 more weeks? I dunno how to survive wif i think 100+ only.. for 2 weeks.. this week still ok..i can eat at hm as i dun have work for the entire week as my boss went for a week leave.. so i was told no work tis wk..nxt week i go to work, i have to spend $ on transport n stuffs... then after submitting my 2nd timesheet, i need to wait until another week b4 i get my pay.. omg.. how?

bubbles of sadness.