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132th Day without Serene

Ytd was Labour Day, Wish everybody a happy Public Holiday..THough i didn't enjoy myself in any single way..I spent my time in the morning using com, watching alien 4..Supposed to go out in the afternoon, ended up, appt kip changing until it was cancelled.. I was really furious abt it.. Its the the 1st time actually.. It has been occuring from i think tue, all the stretch until ytd..

Supposed to mit, end up kip saying not cfm, then say lots of things which ends up it was cancelled..On thurs nite, it was also the same. Wil told me, cfm again ltr, ended up, he told me that the mtg was cancelled.. Say play on Fri instead as it was a holiday.. I told myself, ok, i bear wif it.. So i let it roll over to Fri..Hence ytd came n once again, the not cfm thing comes again..

Eventually, until almost the late afternoon, news came again, say not mtg..THis is the last straw. I'm injured as well, the news is, go to a hse to play, so telling me to travel all the way to the hse to play?Of cuz i rejected.. Go sp, at least still got a chair n table to sit, i can rest my leg comfortably..Go his hse, sit on the floor in the room?

So since i'm not gg, then the whole thing was cancelled lo.. In life, giving in n taking in to one another is impt. Its not only 1 person living in this entire world, or ownself acting like a emperor.. Everybody have to accomodate only 1 person..i'm grateful for kit n jason bear coming over to my hse while i'm injured to pay me a visit, to try n entertain me, though my hse really got ntg to do.. I appreciate wil for sending me hm n helping me carry my stuffs when i'm outside.. I appreciate duck too, though he's not very willing, he had send me hm for the past few nights, including ytd, though he was tired..

Anyway, i was just trying to said, if dun wan to play, just say it right from the start. Dun treat ppl like a toy, behaving like an emperor, letting them wait for news over n over again, to cfm.. The person who kips contacting asking for confirmation, also finds it very irritating, like kip disturbing. Just 1 ans, not free is enough. Dun kip dragging n dragging n end up say no.. Everybody have their own time, be fair to every1, dun waste other ppl's time just to wait to hear ur confirmation.. if really got impt things on, its still understandable. but thing kip dragging on for days, its too ridiculous..

And yes! I admit that i'm very angry this time. Furthermore i'm feeling very down lately..Leg is badly injured, now comes my throat as well..Seems like weather nowadays , really so bad.. i'm having sore throat n infection soon.. Furthermore, to c doc, means wasting more $.. Which i couldn't even earn enough to cover my expenses..Anyway, learnt some wisdom during my visit at chinese physican clinic..

THe poster there say, every 1 min u r angry, u wasted 60 secs of ur life, which cannot be recovered. Time waits for no man, why not cherish this time, to have more happy times..THough its not the exact words, its roughly this meaning la.. anyway, i just hopes all my worries n problems will all be resolved...I'm worried of the swine disease over the world..Spreading to singapore soon? Wif my poor immune system, i'm very afraid i can't pull thru.. I'm beginning to feel like i have contracted the disease..What r the symptoms? Scared!!!

bubbles of sadness.